Roll Call 152

I feel like barely anyone has been on here and snap for like a very long time.

I noticed that we're always doing things in the summer.

I'm an internet addict tho

I'm here I just don't have anything to post

It's ok. I actually only really notice you and desoxyn have the most posts lately.

Yeah I guess most people hang out over on Snapchat now

my grandparents just sat me down and said they were worried about me because I was sleeping so much. Freaking zyprexa lol

When I go through withdrawals for some reason, It sounds like a fan passes my ears and then stops, then suddenly again, and stops. Maybe stress is making it worse... I wish I was half as strong as I use to be.

Let me be more exact to what it sounds like. the sound I hear is like a car passing me on the autobahn.

I forced myself to sit down and watch a movie, really enjoyed it too and it took my mind off things

I'm watching 90 day fiance. Which is a reality show where american people marry foriegners. Then I'm gonna watch Unexpected. It's a teen pregnancy reality show.

I love reality shows.

I pulled a muscle (possibly hamstring) when putting on shoes earlier. Omg this sucks.

God, if you're listening, please give me good news tomorrow.

Watching live tv on my kindle in bed.

I'm throwing up and dizzy. But I'm not nauseous. I feel fine. Idk why. I walked over to fiances desk looking for something and I started coughing and then I threw up. I thought maybe it was cuz the litter box smelled bad. But idk. I'm starting to wonder if its cuz I'm dehydrated. I barely drank any water past two days. Like maybe 3 or 4 water bottles total in 2 days. Less than usual. And I been in the heat half the time past 2 days. I was feeling very dizzy and sick yesterday. And I didnt eat but a bag of chips and a sandwich yesterday.

I think I'm dehydrated.

Yes me. I had a nightmare experience which I'm only still emerging from that, in 2013.

On Abilify I had that rapid flexing of my ankles and feet. It wasn't as bad as it could have been though.

I hope it got better.

It still freaks me out that I'm in a fcking nursing home, and locked in. I want to go home.

The situation with my mom could be settled if only I could leave here. I could stay with her and drive her everywhere. Then they wouldn't need to hire home help people.

I'm dizzy. And really tired suddenly.

If this is all there is to life, I'd be so relieved. It would all be meaningless and there would be no consequences. Everything I regret would have no importance after all. Unfortunately, I'm pretty sure there is an afterlife and a whole universe of spirit life. And all this is designed to help us become better beings. It sounds exhausting but I think it's true.

You are a believer like me! The spirits!

I used to believe in nothing until the mushroom showed me the light.

Love 90 day fiance and similar shows too

Good morning, I slept very well thankfully Really needed it. Have to go do laundry, dreading it lol