Roll Call 152

I love Candide by Voltaire

Feeling unproductive lately. Could be the weed.

All dispensaries are out of pineapple express. It's the only strain that I want.

going to cracker barrel for dinner

Your art is getting even better lately 😀

Thank you!

I'm so glad sunday is over. Weekends suck cuz everything is closed. I'm ready for this week.

Ima try to set my alarm for 8 or 9 tonight, for tomorrow.

Hey everyone. I hope all is well. Starting Wednesday I'll be starting campus rush, so I might not be around as much as I'd like to. I might get weekends off, I might not. I have no clue. Our team of painters look slim compared to last year so... I'm guessing a heavier work load. I'm going to miss everyone. Have a good night, I hope we all sleep well!

I've been complaining (IRL at least) about the zyprexa making me so sleepy but tonight I feel wide awake. Might play some Breath of the Wild

There's some deep stuff going on in the shadow world

I remember tripping on bad trip and saying to myself, "Shadows... Shadowwws"..

I would see the shadow people too

Losing weight from cutting out most junk food

I'm so tired. I woke up at 3am. I have to be up though because my ceiling is getting painted

Morning

Oh man I've been eating real real bad. Worse than I have in like 3 years.

omg I'm gonna have so much cleaning to do after this is done tomorrow

Thankfully FIL’s laptop isn’t PW protected so I just took that.
Did I tell you my brand new computer died??? Yeah...it’s at Staples.
It is 10 million degrees in here. I am dying a slow, painful, sweaty death. Ugh.
Gram’s “babysitting” my daughter for a while . My aunt and uncle are working and my daughter offered to hang out w/her.
So much to do today. I’m tired just thinking about it.
Hope everyone has a good day!

I want nothing more than to sleep right now.

I wrote an essay on becoming a science librarian, I’m probably going to apply to the library program at a local school as a backup plan.....I would start spring semester at the earliest.

I'm tired of being pulled around and told what to do like a puppet, by everyone.

My mom told me to ask this new complex for a november 1st move in date. She said if we move in in october than my fiance and I need to find a way to pay.

I get it, but then why am I even talking to you? Especially if we are on our own after this lease, then...? I shouldn't even be talking to you. I dont need help talking to people. That's how I secured this apartment on my own in the first place...

If my mom is telling us to do a November move in date, then I don't need her for anything. Not sure why she is talking to me like telling me what questions to ask them and such. And telling me not to be afraid to ask them... like...??? I'm not afraid.

Maybe she just wants to make sure you advocate for yourself, my sister does that with me too, it doesn't bother me, she just wants to make sure I'm doing okay and getting what I need

I'm sure she is. I just havent had a problem with talking to people in the past couple of years. At least so far.

I'm going to sleep as soon as this guy is done

Now my mom is ignoring me. Lol so...oh well.

I'm pretty sure they're done for today. There's just a small patch in the middle of the ceiling they have to come back tomorrow to sand and put some paint on. Hopefully I can move my furniture back where it belongs later. They're going to shampoo the carpet too tomorrow because of all the sanding they did. Then I have to dust and clean several of my tables cause they're covered in it.

Hey everybody. My lower back hurts today so I keep putting heat on it. Not sure why. I didn't do anything that I know of, may have just slept funny. I didn't have the best T appointment on Friday. I don't really feel like she took the suicidal thoughts seriously that I was having Tuesday and Wednesday. She did do a risk assessment but she didn't seem to think I was all that suicidal when in reality I was. I got my new glasses this weekend though. I'm trying to get used to them. The past two days they have given me headaches. I can definitely tell that things are less blurry though. So I just have to keep wearing them, keep at it and just wear them. HUGS to all, Kit