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Old Aug 17, 2019, 03:14 PM
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Jesus my phone just scared the **** out of me, it was a emergency alert for flooding. I never got one before so I wasn't expecting it
I thought the police were after me and spying on me and tracking me phone the first time I heard an alert lol..
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Old Aug 17, 2019, 03:57 PM
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I free sketched for awhile, was having trouble getting myself to draw so just sketched whatever came to mind, not worrying about quality
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Old Aug 17, 2019, 04:42 PM
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Jesus my phone just scared the **** out of me, it was a emergency alert for flooding. I never got one before so I wasn't expecting it


I hate that!
I had to shut mine off. It would freak me out so much.
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Old Aug 17, 2019, 04:46 PM
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I did so much already.

Tried to get lab work done and I couldn't. And the lady there at the lab was not nice to me at all. I'm not easily swayed by people. Thing is I came in as a walk-in and I said I had a question about the payment. And she said immediately, "we cant help u with paying for it". Wow. That wasnt what I was gonna ask. I was gonna ask how much I NEED TO PAY cuz of medicare only pays 80 percent. I didnt need help with the payment. Anyway she turned me away cuz something that was written on the lab request.

Fck it. Fck her too.

I gave my apartment 60 day notice. I hope we dont have to pay early termination fee and just a transfer fee. Since these two complexes are owned by the same company.
You might need to go back to your clinic for the lab work. They can bill your insurance and then send a bill to you of the remainder.
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Old Aug 17, 2019, 04:48 PM
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Jesus my phone just scared the **** out of me, it was a emergency alert for flooding. I never got one before so I wasn't expecting it
Lol, it's bad enough when the TV does it much less the phone! Roll Call 152
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Old Aug 17, 2019, 05:17 PM
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Things are beginning to crystalize as I fight for options for my crisis happening. Of all the weeks in the year, they decided to choose these 3 weeks, when I'm working 12 hour days. I was so livid, so ****ing livid. I'll tell everyone what happened after a solution is found and it stops. I took a big step today though.
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Old Aug 17, 2019, 06:56 PM
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You might need to go back to your clinic for the lab work. They can bill your insurance and then send a bill to you of the remainder.
Well my clinic is near the border of Mexico. 300 miles away so. Lol.
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Old Aug 17, 2019, 07:21 PM
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Well my clinic is near the border of Mexico. 300 miles away so. Lol.
I meant the one you went to when you lived at your Dad's?
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Old Aug 17, 2019, 07:25 PM
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I meant the one you went to when you lived at your Dad's?
Ooooh. Well man, that was actually 30 min away from my dad. And now I have moved north, so it's an hour away now.

I dont have a doctor up here. I need to get one.
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Old Aug 17, 2019, 09:12 PM
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Jesus my phone just scared the **** out of me, it was a emergency alert for flooding. I never got one before so I wasn't expecting it
Earlier in the winter I heard someone using what sounded like a police walky-talky (spelling?), and I was baffled, why the cops would come to my door. Then I heard the screen door open, and a "thud". I went to check why the police was at my door and it was amazon delivery. They delivered my author's copy of my book on a sunday, night, while the snow was pretty heavy. I hope they make good money driving those awful vans in the snow at 9pm. Knowing amazon, and capitalism, I don't they weren't compensated well.
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Old Aug 17, 2019, 09:15 PM
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Ooooh. Well man, that was actually 30 min away from my dad. And now I have moved north, so it's an hour away now.

I dont have a doctor up here. I need to get one.
Ask your old doctor for a recommendation. My old pdoc gave me a great one.
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Old Aug 17, 2019, 09:40 PM
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People go on SSRI's for anhedonia, depression and anxiety.

Good thing psilocybin is almost legal in Canada and it's analogues are legal.

But I'm afraid cuz psychosis
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Old Aug 18, 2019, 04:11 AM
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Was only able to get 4 hours of sleep last night
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Old Aug 18, 2019, 05:07 AM
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Was only able to get 4 hours of sleep last night
Me too, friend.
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Old Aug 18, 2019, 06:27 AM
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7:30am and I have brownies in the oven lol
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Old Aug 18, 2019, 07:50 AM
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How are things going with the Trileptal DT?
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Old Aug 18, 2019, 09:24 AM
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Morning! Home with my dogs...all is right in my world. While I’d rather be on vacation I really really missed my pups.
Not much going on today. Going to see my guy very soon I hope Roll Call 152. Other than that I just have to get ahold of Staples about my computer. Dropped it back off on Tuesday and I’ve heard nothing since Roll Call 152
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Old Aug 18, 2019, 09:27 AM
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Has anyone on here come off benzos after being on them daily?
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Old Aug 18, 2019, 10:49 AM
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How are things going with the Trileptal DT?
Good question. Thanks for asking. I still have to come from down just 50mgs of Seroquel. I say Seroquel because I think it's partly the seroquel and partly my Trileptal dosage (1,800mgs) that are causing the fogginess, and it's harder to grasp words, so it might be effecting my language center.

The only side effect that's a problem is the fogginess. I believe I started the $1,800 dosage around the august 5th maybe. I'm really hoping it goes away so I can go back to my normal productivity regarding learning from books again. It takes me twice as long right now to read a philosophy book with a pen in my hand.
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Old Aug 18, 2019, 10:59 AM
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Laid down for an hour and tried to sleep. I have no idea if I did or not though because I don't remember waking up. made myself eat something since I haven't ate much the past few days and gagged and almost puked.
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Old Aug 18, 2019, 11:06 AM
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I really hope the side effects lessen over time with the abilify. It's day 5 on it
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Old Aug 18, 2019, 11:46 AM
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What a nightmare today has been already
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Old Aug 18, 2019, 12:16 PM
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I’m sorry @Blue_Bird
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Old Aug 18, 2019, 02:09 PM
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Has anyone on here come off benzos after being on them daily?
I haven't. I remember telling my psychiatrist to get me off of the benzos cuz I believe that they should only be taken daily for a max of 2 weeks.

There's something called "The Ashton Manual" for withdrawing from benzos. Usually it's about switching to diazepam and then tapering down because diazepam has a long half life.

benzo.org.uk : Benzodiazepines: How They Work & How to Withdraw, Prof C H Ashton DM, FRCP, 2002

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Old Aug 18, 2019, 02:13 PM
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Good question. Thanks for asking. I still have to come from down just 50mgs of Seroquel. I say Seroquel because I think it's partly the seroquel and partly my Trileptal dosage (1,800mgs) that are causing the fogginess, and it's harder to grasp words, so it might be effecting my language center.

The only side effect that's a problem is the fogginess. I believe I started the $1,800 dosage around the august 5th maybe. I'm really hoping it goes away so I can go back to my normal productivity regarding learning from books again. It takes me twice as long right now to read a philosophy book with a pen in my hand.
I've been feeling brain fog as well even on the Vyvanse. Phenibut helped for a day or two but now it's back again.
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