Roll Call 156

Sounds like a really cool cake. What's the occasion?

It’s my bfs birthday....so I want to do something nice for him.

That's nice. I bet he'll love it!

I know he will like it! You could do that since the weather hasnt been as nice. And when you have it and are back home, you'll be glad you got it, in case theres a bad weather day ahead.

I'm baking spaghetti squash tonight. It's a much healthier kind of "spaghetti" I guess you could call it. 60 something calories per serving versus like 220 something calories with wheat pasta.

Fiance has never had it. So this will be his first time trying it.

That sounds so good....😀

Also my new pants I've barely worn are able to slid off me without unbuttoning them. So that does confirm I'm losing a bit of weight. Almost wish they fit better cuz I think they look good on me and now they sag. And I don't want that.

Fiance said he was looking at himself from when we first met. He says he is much bigger. Has gained like, I think he said, 40 or 50 pounds since hes been with me. I have gained like....wait a min... I've gained 50 pounds also. Wowowowow. How embarrassing. I lost almost 10 of them this past month tho.

And this spaghetti squash is one of things I'm doing to cut calories and eat healthier. Pasta and pizza, I love them the most. I am not eating any kind of ramen whatsoever tho because it never agrees with me.

Still driving in the jeep.. driving back..

Gonna listen to a podcast..

Top things that improved my life and schiz are;
1. Moving to the Rockies
2. Psychedelics
3. Podcasts

I feel like I'm about to have a panic attack so trying to distract myself. Why everyday at this time, idk

You should definitely make the cake SP!

Earlier my cat took my work keys off the window ledge in the master bedroom and brought them to me downstairs. Idk why she did that. We thought someone was in the house hiding. It was scary for a few min.

Concentration is getting better, I spent several hours reading today

I'm feeling depressed at the moment. I think it is the work stuff getting to me. I hope I can let it go this weekend and not think about it and just be okay.

Do they look like a mouse?

Just put the frozen song let it go on repeat....if only it were that simple......

How are you feeling now?

It seems to have passed. Maybe because I took my night dose of inderal 45 minutes ago

Lol!!! That's good!

Whenever Abilify is increased my anxiety ends up going through the roof for a week or two then things eventually settle down, not sure why

No, they are keys.

I used to have a cat that would steal loafs of bread and bags of muffins and carry them around the house

Some keys are kinda mouse like, like the fob on a remote opener for a car....

Oh no. My work is in a building that used to be a nursing home in the 60s and before. Every single door you have to open by hand with a key. It's really annoying. Especially when you have to go down multiple wings. I basically keep my keys in my right hand all the time like everyone else.

Wow. I got an alert notification that said a delivery was attempted but the front door wasnt accessible...wtf?...I mean I live in an apartment, not a house, you have to walk up to the door. The fckin mailbox at this complex is on each individual door, not a single site on the complex. Then it says it will attempt on the next business day. Ugh.

Maybe you should just go pick it up tomorrow morning there’s usually a thing on the back that gives you options....my post office is open til noon on Saturday....or was it not the post office...business day is usually Monday....