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I filled my tank, it went well after I explained it wasn't an oxygen tank. But I hope it's not leaking out. It doesn't feel like a Sunday at all. Feels like a Monday. If it's Sunday then it also must be a cold spring day.

I've been really wanting to try fried turkey th ese past holiday.

I've been sleeping all day. I woke up at 8am and talked to my dad for an hour and went back to sleep. I've been asleep off and on ever since. Its 4pm now.

I dont have any of my responsibilities done that I've been needing to do. And I only have one more week to put this video together. I've been not getting good sleep past 2 days. A few hours each night.

Very cool replies @ AD. I didn't mean for anyone else here to get it because that's kinda bad.. I tell people that demons don't exist for the sake of sanity but you all insist.. Remember, they don't exist too.. idk..

Many people tell me they like how my brain works and it's flattering but I want to be known for something as proof like what Day Tripper is doing.. We all do.. I think it's a human type of thing.. I personally think everyone is interesting.. We all share the same gravity, our parents are gonna die, most of us have to work.. etc..

I have a friend that is very depressed and smokes weed, listens to heavy metal, doesn't clean his room and he likes me cuz I tell him all these great things and he's only starting to realize now that he doesn't have to live the way that he's living.. People judge him but I don't. A lot of people judge when they don't understand like "the soldiers" did to me. I used to sleep all the time and do nothing and no one said anything but now that I'm out of it and trying to build my life, people criticise.. Sometimes I feel like I'm better of laying in bed..

A friend on Facebook from Ireland contacted me yesterday and said he likes my mind and I'm intelligent cuz of my posts "It all makes sense".. Funny stuff. Two days ago my dad was like "You should write a book I like the way you write but don't post personal stuff on facebook". I love my dad. He's like a shaman to me. Tells me I'm not crazy and we have really crazy conversations. He's the only person that I know other than me that talks so rhetorically.. and Shakespeare lol.. (He was an INFP. I think my dad is too Edit: He definitely an infj).

Yeah I don't think I'm autistic either cuz of that test that Sometimes Psychotic told me about. I got high in reading emotions based on crops of people's eyes. I suppose the pattern thing is just an IQ thing.. cuz that's basically what it means.. I was always musically gifted too being able to play by ear. I was in a band two summers ago and some of my friends couldn’t play by ear.. They said I would be a great musician and would eventually become better than them.. All of this positivity has been good for me but my depression was mostly about apathy and not low self esteem. Something to do with my brain chemistry…

Intp? I spent the last bit of the night thinking about time travel.. just need big mass (like a planet), energy, (like in space ship), or a bigger mass like a floating star that isn't spinning around a galaxy, a lot of energy and go really really fast... idk.. But there's a podcaster and comedian infp I really look up to and he thinks about this **** all the time and never stops talking lol (Duncan Trussell if you want to Google).

I went to bed at 6am and woke up at 1pm. Usually I sleep at 12am-12pm.

Awhile back I printed out the time traveling guide that was always being referred to in Donnie Darko. It's very interesting even tho I suppose it was written for the movie. You can find it online.

I understand wanting to be known for something, I think that desire is only human as well.

I agree, I think everyone is interesting for some reason or another. I am not a judgmental person, there is always a reason behind everything. I do not always like the things people do, but I can understand it. People often talk to me about things others have judged them for in the past, I think I give off an understanding of human nature without realizing I am doing so. This has gotten me into interesting situations before.

Some people live to be critics, I have noticed several patterns among people like that. It is again, interesting to me. I have had some conversations with very critical and judgmental people before, that wound up going to some fascinating places ...

I have been told to write a few books myself, though I do not know if I could stick to any given topic. I am all over the place much of the time. My dad is an ENTJ, lol ... yeah talk about a battle of wills when he and I disagree about anything. Ahahahaha.

I am good at learning music by ear, also. My favorite thing is to compose my own. I have perfect pitch, though I think that runs in the family in my case.

Interesting that your depression did not involve the low self-esteem ... I wonder what is behind that, if it is a different "mechanism" at play ...

I can tell what other people are feeling quite easily, also, go figure. I do not always share this with other people, however, sometimes this can make people a bit uncomfortable.

INFPs are fascinating, and I do not understand why people assume that "feeling type" means "stupid" because that is incorrect ... lol.

There’s no way INFPs are stupid, they have Te inferior. And Te aspirational if they’re in their subconscious. Means they’re very rational. Also with Si Child, they have fantastic memories. They’re a walking library. Most INFPs I know are amazing philosophers. My husband is one of them. Their Se trickster looks cute to me though, haha. I imagine them as a Jigglypuff with a machine gun. Cute but deathly That’s what I know about them.

Hopefully you don’t have to How do you feel now?

How’s the battery in Galaxy 8?

It’s a trick. They use cheap coffee beans that you’ll taste the flavors more if it’s not burning hot

Hey y’all (Do I sound like Texans? ). Just checking in. I couldn’t slept all night cause I slept all day yesterday due to flu. I feel better now though. Have my Jasmine tea with me enjoying the morning. It’s beautiful with the chirping birds and stuff.

lol I'm looking up the cognitive functions right now. Interesting stuff.

For a long time because as a child, all I was doing was talking about what's in my subconscious and didn't shut up to the point where I was almost delusional so people would tell me I'm hilarious but the thinkers told me to shut up which would make me cry and I got in trouble from teachers for talking in class so I eventually just completely blocked my subconscious and I became like them. Lol.. Then psychedelics opened up my subconscious again..

I wonder if I'm still an INTP and my persona tweaky is my subconscious INFP and they are welding together and becoming one like a dissociative ven diagram.

But I prefer to keep it a little separate.

Exactly, there is no way that function stack is "stupid" ... lol. A Jigglypuff with a machine gun sums it up perfectly, my INFP friend is just like that.

I have Fe trickster, that is total BS when it goes off ... lol.

Welp.. Now I'm making coffee...

This one is very long but if you’re feeling like watching, here’s a video of comparison between the two types.

Guess what, I adore Te users so much because I have Te trickster. INFJ here

**** I haven't watched YouTube in a while. If you want to Google anything, you can put it into YouTube and you'll find a video on it. That's how much variety there is now a few years later..

I didn't have any panic attacks today

I'm out of coffee at the moment. Trying to decide what kind to buy next time I go shopping. Not in terms of flavored, I mean like brand. I'm thinking Illy or Lavazza. Have been drinking Irish breakfast tea

Better, starting PHP again tomorrow

I got ISFJ when I took the meyers briggs test. We all did it in college, I've taken it other times throughout my life though and it's almost always that but I've gotten INFJ as a result a couple times

Most tests online aren’t accurate. If you want an accurate result learn the cognitive functions and temperaments.

Lmao "I'm just gonna say it, INP's are the most brilliant types. They can outthink everyone. INFP's are actually amazing day traders in the financial market".

Could be wrong but just what I need to hear cuz I often think about ditching day trading for being an INFP xd