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#726
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Less busy weeks for the rest of the month, overall, but still a lot to do this month.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
#727
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Made chicken stir fry and fried rice for dinner. Prepared it actually. The stir fry was frozen. But the rice was in a packet.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
![]() Angelique67, Blue_Bird, Sometimes psychotic
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#728
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Made one Christmas card, 2 more to go
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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![]() Angelique67, newtus, Sometimes psychotic
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#729
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Tomorrow I've got to go to the laundromat. Then Tuesday grocery shopping and over to my friends house. Hoping to hear something from my case manager about the apartment complex. Going to be spending more time at the library reading and whatnot, to get out of the house. Its a relaxing place
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67, newtus, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#730
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...I guess we are going on that vacation after all...fiance wants to go so...
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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![]() Angelique67, SlumberKitty
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#731
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I couldn't reach my mother today. She actually answered one of the first times but I didn't realize it until I hung up. I didn't hear her. I'm worried. I wish she could use her cell phone there but I guess she feels safer with the phone at home. I wish she could text.
I guess I could drink tap water tonight, it's cold enough out. |
![]() Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty
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#732
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Woke up at 5am for my moms radiation class. I had a really good sleep. I dreamt that I was anxious and took a klonopin. It said 2mg on one side and 3mg on the other. I woke up feeling like I was on benzos, literally. It was wonderful..
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![]() Angelique67, SlumberKitty
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#733
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I want some chocolate covered coffee beans
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67, Desoxyn, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#734
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I'm so anxious today.
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Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
![]() Blue_Bird, Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic
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#735
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I see Pastor T later, maybe that's why. Or maybe I am just feeling vulnerable. Or both.
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Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
![]() Blue_Bird, Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic
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![]() Angelique67, Atypical_Disaster
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#736
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Quote:
Have a good talk with him, confidently.. Try your best.. What you've been feeling for a long time doesn't dictate what you should feel now.. I went months feeling good then yesterday almost died of bad mood.... |
![]() SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#738
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I'm so tired. And can't stop thinking about food. It's 1:30pm and so far today I've had a bowl of oatmeal and a burrito but I'm still hungry
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#739
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Haldol oddly messed with me, too. It was weird, I was so tired on it. I’m usually a very energetic person, I’m very active and it’s uncharacteristic of me to be tired all the time but Haldol did it. Hated every second of it. (Geodon wasn’t much better for me but I was less tired. Geodon gave me akathisia which also sucked ... lol I have the worst luck with meds.) |
![]() Blue_Bird
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#740
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This was me on Zyprexa. I swear I just had to look at food and I’d be starving all over again. Drove me up a ****ing wall ... ![]() |
![]() Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty
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![]() Angelique67, Blue_Bird
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#741
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I heard back from two psychologists saying that they aren’t accepting new patients.
I heard back from this other office and they said they’ll be accepting new patients in February and I could call for an intake. Now I’m a bundle of anxiety today. I wish I could just go home I feel safe and happy at home. I feel like my anxiety is getting worse. The more I think about it and try to do something about it the worse it gets. It’s frustrating. I see my doctor next week again to see how I’m doing on the Lexapro added to my combo of meds. I haven’t gotten hypomanic on them yet so that’s good. |
![]() Desoxyn, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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![]() Angelique67
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#742
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When you go in to the gas station to buy condoms and your card is declined.
The universe is against me today.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
![]() SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#743
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But my account is overdrawn cuz I paid my credit card bill and I thought It took it out cuz it said it was posted 2 or 3 days ago. But i guess it didnt take the money out til today. So, fck.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
![]() SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#744
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Fiance got off work 20 min ago. But hes out shopping for Christmas presents right now!!!
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
![]() SlumberKitty
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![]() Angelique67, Sometimes psychotic
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#745
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I'm getting so tired today at work. Don't know if it is the migraine. The stress of my therapy appointment later. Or the fact that every time I talk to my parents right now, they are like, "Are you okay????" OMG.
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Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
![]() Blue_Bird, Desoxyn
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#746
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I'm so pissed. My ceiling is leaking again. This is the third time it's happened in the 3 years I've lived here and both the other times most of my ceiling had to be replaced.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() SlumberKitty
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#747
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Omg I'm so sorry. Hopefully u hear about the new place soon.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
![]() Angelique67, Blue_Bird
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#748
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Thanks, I hope so too. I'll text my case manager tomorrow and see if there's any news. Every time this happens it's like a week long ordeal of having maintenance over doing repairs and since I live in a small studio they're basically in my bedroom/living area
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
#749
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That totally sucks ![]()
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![]() Blue_Bird, newtus
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#750
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Glad I have really good headphones and lots of music so I don't have to listen to the dripping all night. I'm stressed out
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() SlumberKitty
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![]() Angelique67, Sometimes psychotic
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