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Old Dec 08, 2019, 05:59 PM
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Less busy weeks for the rest of the month, overall, but still a lot to do this month.
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Old Dec 08, 2019, 07:59 PM
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Made chicken stir fry and fried rice for dinner. Prepared it actually. The stir fry was frozen. But the rice was in a packet.
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Old Dec 08, 2019, 08:34 PM
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Made one Christmas card, 2 more to go
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Old Dec 08, 2019, 08:43 PM
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Tomorrow I've got to go to the laundromat. Then Tuesday grocery shopping and over to my friends house. Hoping to hear something from my case manager about the apartment complex. Going to be spending more time at the library reading and whatnot, to get out of the house. Its a relaxing place
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Old Dec 08, 2019, 09:00 PM
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...I guess we are going on that vacation after all...fiance wants to go so...
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Old Dec 08, 2019, 10:56 PM
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I couldn't reach my mother today. She actually answered one of the first times but I didn't realize it until I hung up. I didn't hear her. I'm worried. I wish she could use her cell phone there but I guess she feels safer with the phone at home. I wish she could text.

I guess I could drink tap water tonight, it's cold enough out.
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Old Dec 09, 2019, 08:08 AM
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Woke up at 5am for my moms radiation class. I had a really good sleep. I dreamt that I was anxious and took a klonopin. It said 2mg on one side and 3mg on the other. I woke up feeling like I was on benzos, literally. It was wonderful..
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Old Dec 09, 2019, 10:52 AM
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I want some chocolate covered coffee beans
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Old Dec 09, 2019, 12:58 PM
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I'm so anxious today.
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Old Dec 09, 2019, 12:58 PM
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I see Pastor T later, maybe that's why. Or maybe I am just feeling vulnerable. Or both.
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Old Dec 09, 2019, 01:03 PM
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I see Pastor T later, maybe that's why. Or maybe I am just feeling vulnerable. Or both.
Feel empowered!

Have a good talk with him, confidently.. Try your best.. What you've been feeling for a long time doesn't dictate what you should feel now.. I went months feeling good then yesterday almost died of bad mood....
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Old Dec 09, 2019, 01:04 PM
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HUGS @Desoxyn, thanks for the encouragement!
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Old Dec 09, 2019, 01:29 PM
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I'm so tired. And can't stop thinking about food. It's 1:30pm and so far today I've had a bowl of oatmeal and a burrito but I'm still hungry
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Old Dec 09, 2019, 01:50 PM
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Haldol causes mood changes. I was always depressed and lethargic on it. Always. Not saying it caused it, but it doesnt help it either, I think it makes it worse a bit. It's easy to say it isnt the med tho. A lot of people have told me this and that wont happen on certain medications and it always has to me. Just saying. I feel like it makes my depression worse, but doesnt cause it.

I still has depression on geodon but i was able to not stay in the mindset for more than 20 or 30 min. Ever since I've been on haldol these two weeks I've been nothing but depressed and tired. Even so close as to having to goto the hospital on monday for being very depressed.


Haldol oddly messed with me, too. It was weird, I was so tired on it. I’m usually a very energetic person, I’m very active and it’s uncharacteristic of me to be tired all the time but Haldol did it. Hated every second of it.

(Geodon wasn’t much better for me but I was less tired. Geodon gave me akathisia which also sucked ... lol I have the worst luck with meds.)
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Old Dec 09, 2019, 01:52 PM
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I'm so tired. And can't stop thinking about food. It's 1:30pm and so far today I've had a bowl of oatmeal and a burrito but I'm still hungry


This was me on Zyprexa. I swear I just had to look at food and I’d be starving all over again. Drove me up a ****ing wall ... Roll Call 157
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Old Dec 09, 2019, 02:11 PM
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I heard back from two psychologists saying that they aren’t accepting new patients.

I heard back from this other office and they said they’ll be accepting new patients in February and I could call for an intake.

Now I’m a bundle of anxiety today. I wish I could just go home I feel safe and happy at home.

I feel like my anxiety is getting worse. The more I think about it and try to do something about it the worse it gets. It’s frustrating.

I see my doctor next week again to see how I’m doing on the Lexapro added to my combo of meds. I haven’t gotten hypomanic on them yet so that’s good.
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Old Dec 09, 2019, 02:35 PM
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When you go in to the gas station to buy condoms and your card is declined.

The universe is against me today.
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Old Dec 09, 2019, 02:47 PM
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But my account is overdrawn cuz I paid my credit card bill and I thought It took it out cuz it said it was posted 2 or 3 days ago. But i guess it didnt take the money out til today. So, fck.
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Old Dec 09, 2019, 02:52 PM
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Fiance got off work 20 min ago. But hes out shopping for Christmas presents right now!!!
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Old Dec 09, 2019, 04:38 PM
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I'm getting so tired today at work. Don't know if it is the migraine. The stress of my therapy appointment later. Or the fact that every time I talk to my parents right now, they are like, "Are you okay????" OMG.
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Old Dec 09, 2019, 04:44 PM
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I'm so pissed. My ceiling is leaking again. This is the third time it's happened in the 3 years I've lived here and both the other times most of my ceiling had to be replaced.
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Old Dec 09, 2019, 04:46 PM
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I'm so pissed. My ceiling is leaking again. This is the third time it's happened in the 3 years I've lived here and both the other times most of my ceiling had to be replaced.
Omg I'm so sorry. Hopefully u hear about the new place soon.
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Old Dec 09, 2019, 04:48 PM
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Omg I'm so sorry. Hopefully u hear about the new place soon.
Thanks, I hope so too. I'll text my case manager tomorrow and see if there's any news. Every time this happens it's like a week long ordeal of having maintenance over doing repairs and since I live in a small studio they're basically in my bedroom/living area
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Old Dec 09, 2019, 04:52 PM
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I'm so pissed. My ceiling is leaking again. This is the third time it's happened in the 3 years I've lived here and both the other times most of my ceiling had to be replaced.


That totally sucks Roll Call 157
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Old Dec 09, 2019, 04:58 PM
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Glad I have really good headphones and lots of music so I don't have to listen to the dripping all night. I'm stressed out
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