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Desoxyn · Dec 10, 2019, 08:14 PM

My mom said that an old Irish woman held my little sister when she was born (In Ireland). The woman said "Let me hold your baby" so my mom gave her my sister when she was a baby and the woman looked into her eyes and said "My God.. This is an old soul.."..

I wonder if she was looking at how long my sister as a baby kept eye contact or something.. Or some weird Celtic mystical shite...

But my little sister is really really social. Like my mom.. My dad is too but he weird and eccentric af..

Blue_Bird · Dec 10, 2019, 08:16 PM

Think I'll buy some eggnog tomorrow

falcon09 · Dec 10, 2019, 08:17 PM

Saw my therapist today, I expected to get referred to PHP for a clozapine trial but surprisingly he thinks I'm doing okay and handling things well. It's always nice to have an outside opinon.

Desoxyn · Dec 10, 2019, 08:20 PM

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Think I'll buy some eggnog tomorrow

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Eggnog?? I forgot that existed! Imma buy some..

Dec 10, 2019, 08:27 PM

I was writing an epilogue for my new book and the answer just came to me, it was staring me in the face the entire time and I didn't see the message. I have to do a bit of trimming and build and adjust a few things, but it's strange how the subconscious built all of this...

Desoxyn · Dec 10, 2019, 08:45 PM

Our grey matters are deteriorating.. Does it matter? Well they contain axons, dendrites and cell bodies of brain cells..

Here's how to increase grey matter...

Meditation. ...
Stimulate Your Mind Through Games. ...
Aerobic Exercise. ...
Learn A New Skill. ...
Omega-3 Fatty acids. ...
Get rid of bad habits. ...
Use your imagination. ...
Intermittent Fasting

SP knew it all alonggg....

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 10, 2019, 09:11 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

Our grey matters are deteriorating.. Does it matter? Well they contain axons, dendrites and cell bodies of brain cells..

Here's how to increase grey matter...

Meditation. ...

Stimulate Your Mind Through Games. ...

Aerobic Exercise. ...

Learn A New Skill. ...

Omega-3 Fatty acids. ...

Get rid of bad habits. ...

Use your imagination. ...

Intermittent Fasting

SP knew it all alonggg....

Follow my ways grasshopper....

Desoxyn · Dec 10, 2019, 09:15 PM

It's not true (Over exaggerated) obv

"Your subconscious mind is an unquestioning servant that works day and night to make your behavior fits a pattern consistent with your emotionalized thoughts, hopes, and desires. Your subconscious mind grows either flowers or weeds in the garden of your life, whichever you plant by the mental equivalents you create."

I want to be a sleep doctor shaman.. Study dreams..

newtus · Dec 11, 2019, 06:57 AM

Morning

Up early. Couldnt sleep. Got 5 hours of sleep. Been a bit obsessed with pokemon. But also altering between haldol and geodon. And haldol now, since I have no more geodon. Probably why I couldnt sleep.

I took my morning meds and I felt like I was gonna throw up just now. I think the zoloft and maybe those vitamins...well..maybe the vitamins by themselves aren't supposed to be taken on an empty stomach. Which Is how I take them every day. But oh well.

Blue_Bird · Dec 11, 2019, 07:06 AM

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Morning

Up early. Couldnt sleep. Got 5 hours of sleep. Been a bit obsessed with pokemon. But also altering between haldol and geodon. And haldol now, since I have no more geodon. Probably why I couldnt sleep.

I took my morning meds and I felt like I was gonna throw up just now. I think the zoloft and maybe those vitamins...well..maybe the vitamins by themselves aren't supposed to be taken on an empty stomach. Which Is how I take them every day. But oh well.

Zoloft gave me horrible heartburn that made me feel like I'd throw up if I took it on an empty stomach. Hope you feel better

newtus · Dec 11, 2019, 07:10 AM

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Zoloft gave me horrible heartburn that made me feel like I'd throw up if I took it on an empty stomach. Hope you feel better

Thanks. Yea I think I'm supposed to eat on it, right? But then I'm taking vitamins too that I think I need to eat on.

Maybe I'll have some toast.

Blue_Bird · Dec 11, 2019, 07:14 AM

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Thanks. Yea I think I'm supposed to eat on it, right? But then I'm taking vitamins too that I think I need to eat on.

Maybe I'll have some toast.

Yeah that's a good idea, I usually wouldn't have problems when I ate before taking it

newtus · Dec 11, 2019, 07:15 AM

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Yeah that's a good idea, I usually wouldn't have problems when I ate before taking it

I haven't seen u on switch much.

Blue_Bird · Dec 11, 2019, 07:21 AM

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I haven't seen u on switch much.

Yeah, lately Ive been playing a lot of animal crossing on my 3DS. Just getting hyped for New Horizons in march. I'm hoping to get Pokémon Sword though for Christmas

Blue_Bird · Dec 11, 2019, 07:33 AM

Laundromat day today, looking forward to getting it out of the way

newtus · Dec 11, 2019, 07:34 AM

I have some pictures that I took on my switch of pokemon gameplay and my character. Will post soon if I can on the video game thread.

newtus · Dec 11, 2019, 08:03 AM

I feel a bit better after 4 pieces of toast. Tired now tho! Gonna lay down for a bit.

newtus · Dec 11, 2019, 08:08 AM

I'm ready for Christmas. But this year I have a lot less gifts. And I do not have gifts for my MIL or fiance's family. I do not have a gift either for my sister. Oh well.

Atypical_Disaster · Dec 11, 2019, 08:20 AM

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The way people come into my life or certain conversations happen right after I've been doing or thinking about those same things. It seems to happen a lot. Like the way I make good impressions on like everyone I meet because I know what they're talking about just by luck of thinking about those things within that week. Maybe things just gravitate towards it because I talk about myself a lot? Idk.. lmao..

Something about morals is like... In a certain aspect, you're taught them by your parents.. even if they're good parents, good morals. Bad parents, still can be good morals.. fear for your life, make careful decisions, then it's a habit and you don't think about it anymore so the fear is gone.. then you tell other people these things.. well idk they're not really morals but behaviours.. I learned a lot of this in anthropology but I forget a lot of it.. I remember my cousin said that she doesn't even remember whole classes even though they were written down on paper.. she did so many classes so I'm fine.. idk.. anyways,

Type 8s have morals.. They look people like me in the eye and say "I see into ur soul.." and I'm like "No you don't... noooo.." and then type 8 says "I was just kidding lol, boo..".

The aspies and hippies (From psychedelic use) have the most empathy!

Also Williams Syndrome (Opposite of autism) - "Infants with Williams syndrome make normal and frequent eye contact, and young children with Williams will often approach and hug strangers. People affected by Williams syndrome typically have high empathy, and are rarely observed displaying aggression."

(MDMA)

This happens to me too, I'll be thinking about something and then people start talking about it. I like it when people talk about themselves, people are fascinating to me.

My parents, oh boy ... They're both full blown Psychopaths. Very common in my family, it's genetic and runs very heavily on both sides. So needless to say, I had a colorful upbringing! Lol. I certainly learned a lot, though in a different way, but hey I'm not a serial killer or whatever so clearly there was benefit. My parents are successful people, different sure, though I wouldn't call either one of them "evil". You can't change what you're born with but you always have control over the choices you make.

Type 8s do certainly have a moral code, it probably isn't conventional but it's definitely there. I do actually give a **** about quite a few things.

Aspies are great, they're uniquely able to put up with my BS lmao I'm convinced.

I've heard of William's Syndrome, I came across it while researching empathy awhile ago. It reminded me of a friend I have, she's probably the most empathetic person I know.

newtus · Dec 11, 2019, 08:55 AM

I gotta send a gift to my secret reddit Santa too.

Blue_Bird · Dec 11, 2019, 09:18 AM

Tired, but gotta do the laundry. Don't feel like going at all but has to be done. They open @10 so I'll probably leave around 9:45. At least the streets aren't icy anymore. Soon as I get back home I can relax and have some eggnog

newtus · Dec 11, 2019, 09:20 AM

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Tired, but gotta do the laundry. Don't feel like going at all but has to be done. They open @10 so I'll probably leave around 9:45. At least the streets aren't icy anymore. Soon as I get back home I can relax and have some eggnog

Sounds like a good day to me. This place lied to us about this unit having a washer and dryer. We had to take it anyway as we didnt have money or time to go to another place.

Luckily they have their own onsite laundromat and our backyard backs up to it.

Blue_Bird · Dec 11, 2019, 09:23 AM

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Sounds like a good day to me. This place lied to us about this unit having a washer and dryer. We had to take it anyway as we didnt have money or time to go to another place.

Luckily they have their own onsite laundromat and our backyard backs up to it.

Yeah this place had a laundry room but the foundation collapsed/there was a gas leak in June of 2018 and they never bothered to repair it

That's good there's a laundromat right next to you. The one I go to is a 15 minute walk away but it's not too bad when the weathers decent

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 11, 2019, 10:57 AM

I feel like my brain is getting better and better since starting the fish oil.....I just have more Interest in doing and reading and stuff...like actually following through but also just even having an interest in anything. But I’m more and more worried I’ll lose it again with these meds...

Blue_Bird · Dec 11, 2019, 11:19 AM

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I feel like my brain is getting better and better since starting the fish oil.....I just have more Interest in doing and reading and stuff...like actually following through but also just even having an interest in anything. But I’m more and more worried I’ll lose it again with these meds...

That's great! I hope it continues

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