Roll Call 158!

Had a nice walk today....

Going to the hospital this afternoon to check up on my ovarian cyst. I hope it’s completely dissolved by now and doesn’t turn into something more serious. Probably will get some ice cream or cakes after that.

Eh that’s been a while since I have been in a good mental state and tbh idk if you are or not. But the. Again you know your drugs and know how they are o. You and stuff.

Woke up today feeling sick, I'm starting to think the jitters and crappy feeling last night wasn't from the caffeine pills.

Good luck with the cyst, and yes to ice cream

Are you getting the flu or did you have a med change?

My haldol was upped from 5mg to 10mg a few days back, can that cause these sort of symptoms?

My mom got the flu a few weeks back so I'm inclined to think that's it.

Those are gorgeous. What are those things hanging from the tree? Looks like circular beehives.

Meh. My friends girlfriend isn’t going into work again after missing a whole ****ing week of work last week. She’s ********ting around now did go in because she “couldn’t find her glasses”. I think she’s missing work on purpose and if she’s gonna keep doing that she needs to ****ing get on disability for her ****ing depression because the ****ing job is gonna fire her ***.

Disco balls.....

Is it tremors because yeah haldol can make your hands shake and stuff.....for me my legs shake now sometimes when I have anxiety when they never used to.

My hands are shaking, I knew haldol could cause tremors but for some reason never connected the two together. Thanks!

I’ve been feeling more angry now than I’ve ever been. I mean earlier I was in tears but that’s because I was pissed off and angry.

Ended up falling asleep again, 14 hours last night and 2 hours today, idk why

Thorazine maybe? I know you were having trouble feeling awake when it first got increased.

Personally, when I go on a new AP (or my dose gets increased) I usually sleep that much for the first few weeks

Yeah that's true, it usually takes me a few weeks of excessive sleeping before I get adjusted to dose increases too

I have my bad times. The drug knowledge is a lifetime study. One wrong move and BOOM, *Dies*.

Live on the edge like a mountain goat. Greatest of All Time goat..

Yeah that’s why I refuse to go on addictive drugs. Unless I’m in serious pain like when I fell down a whole flight of stairs and strained the muscles in my chest. Did it again while falling on ice outside. It’s better now but they it suck because it hurt like a *****.

I try codeine, kraton, dilaudid, oxycontin and heroin. The 5 opies.

23andme says I have a dopamine dysfunction gene in my frontal lobe/prefrontal cortex. More likely to have ADHD, autism and schizophrenia. It's also the same gene that makes it super hard to get addicted to opies.

My theory is that people that like stimulants don't like opies much. It's either one or the other. Have you ever seen someone with autism with heroin? (JunkDNA.. her DNA is junk.. jk.. Mine is too..) but.. my aspie savant friend did 6000 dollars of coca cola a month..

Lol well I never got addicted to pills or anything but I’ve only took like what a couple of low dosage of pain meds in my life time. I never had the desire to take pain pills or any kind of addictive drugs. My sisters addicted to them and probably did them while she was pregnant with my newest niece. Snorted them in the bathroom a couple days after she had my niece. I I’ve seen what it does to people and well I’m like **** that ****. I don’t wanna kill myself to get a high like I did the first time and continue until I OD and die.

I need to borrow some money from my sister and I'm dreading it. Not that she wouldn't help me but I hate having to ask, it's been a long time I've asked for money. like a year. it's just like $20 but I don't want her to be mad or annoyed with me

That’s why I refuse to borrow money from people. I go hungry before someone tells me that I owe them something. I hate being in other people’s debt.

She's the only person I'd do that with because she's my rep payee and I can pay her back immediately on the first. She'd likely not want the money back anyway but I still don't like asking. I'd never be in her debt or anything

She's basically like a caretaker figure in my life since our mom died and I had to move back up here

It’s okay to borrow from her, she’s your sister. I wouldn’t mind lending some money to my little sister and I know she wouldn’t mind to lend me some as well. That’s what family is for, to be there for each other in time of needs