Roll Call 158!

Just wanted to pop by and say Merry Christmas to you all! Hope everyone has had a great day and is doing well.

Had a great time with my friend today

my phone battery is done so my sister is giving me one of her old phones to use later this week, glad I wrote down all my contacts phone numbers recently

Merry Christmas to you too!

Messaged a person on facebook who was logged on. I met him when I went to the psychward. I remember everything so vividly... I remember one woman who listend to the hell I created, and she told me, "That's what made you great." and smiled. I wish I could believe her, also, don't you wish you had that power and force to say something like that when you need to hear it

Man. Today was awesome. I got fifty million things. It filled the backseat and the trunk and some of the front of the car. Completely. Lots of big things.

Fiances mom bought me a cat tree. Will take a pic soon. Putting it together now.

The cat tree

Music sounds extra good tonight

@newtus sassy looks happy with it

That's quite a tree!

Had a nice Christmas dinner and movie marathon.......

She really is. She uses her current tree multiple times a day. And this one is twice as tall with twice as many play things. First one I had that has a cat hammock at the bottom and a little hammock like cup on the side. Plus like the ladder.

Fiance was laughing. Cuz he put it together. Hes like "I'm sitting here building a ladder for a cat...cant believe this. Lol."

So my dads foot is still hurt. It's been hurt for like years and hes never been to a doctor. Every once and awhile it becomes inflamed. My sister is taking him to urgent care tomorrow.

Also, I walked into my old bathroom at his house today. There was mold all over the ceiling and walls of the bathroom. And the shower curtain. I was shocked to high hell. My heart broke in pieces. The ceiling looked like it was about to cave in due to some sort of water damage. It was curved downward. Last time I was there, this wasnt like this.

He said he might have a roof leak. But I also know not only does his foundation is bad, his central a/c and heat doesnt work. Amongst so many other things. Hes been using the kitchen sink without, like a top. Like it's just a hose spraying water out of the sink. Etc so much more stuff. Its depressing. Part of the reason I had to get out of there.

But idk what to do.

Just talked to him about his foot. He think it might be a medical condition. I'm really worried. I hope he doesnt have diabetes or idk what else.

Me new Wellbutrin dose/bottle says to take one 200mg tablet twice a day??? That can't be right since I was on 150mg and went up to just 200mg, that would total 400mg

I had a wonderful Christmas with my friends and family. About time something went right this year. My sister got me a Nintendo switch, I feel loved HAHA but seriously I'm ****ing thrilled because now I can engage in an activity of grave importance:

Playing Pokemon Shield. Duh.

I have therapy today.

Didn't sleep last night

The Nintendo Switch is amazing!! We have a videogame thread here in the Schizophrenia forum you should check out

This is so frustrating. I was prescribed the new dose of wellbutrin Tuesday, and it was never ready until today, then I get it and it's a confusing dose so now I have to play phone tag with the nurse there to figure out if my doctor wrote the prescription wrong or if the dosing is different on the sustained release version . I just went ahead and took my regular old dose wellbutrin with my meds until I can get this figured out.

I would ask your pdoc on this dosage...
400 is the max dosage a day.
Wellbutrin Dosage Guide - Drugs.com

Yeah I called and left a message. Idk if it's different because I was on the extended release before and this is the sustained release but I'll see what they say

I started a short story titled, The Last Wizard, then I started to write down characters, and then characteristics a wizard ought to have. Then I started writing down thoughts and then the irony of each thought. Basically a stream of consciousness. I've been seeing irony in everything lately. In myself, in capitalism, in wisdom, just everything. :-/

I think of the project ahead and I take a deep breath trying to weigh how much the story would take, and I pull back.

Talked to my mom...I think she’s more coherent now that the epidural is out.....they had her pretty drugged up. She was better this morning but still sleepy.

Glad you got to talk to your mom SP!

I'm at work today but I've been here for 2 hours and I'm bored out of my mind. It's slow right now, and we are at a skeleton crew and there is literally nothing going on. I have tomorrow off though. I really want to SH. I can't remember why I don't want to SH. My sister, BIL, and nieces and nephews are at my house. They got there around 8 PM Christmas Eve. Christmas was kind of different having them all here. I got a really cool Illuminated Bible from my friends stationed in Germany. I'm feeling depressed today. Not sure if it is holiday blues, or boredom, or what precisely. All I know is I want to SH so badly. Don't even care that I'm at work. Sigh. It's cold and rainy and snowy today. It's going to be one long day. HUGS to anyone who wants one. Kit