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Yes it seems like a great program I had to wait a long time due to the waiting list but it's definitely worth it

I never thought editing would take this long. My editor did a great job with the story part. When it came to dialogue it he aid he had less to edit because it flowed better. This is going to take me hours to complete, because it takes a few clicks for every single edit.

My feet hurt like so bad.

And honestly the aquarium down here was kind of shytty.

Don't know where you are, but the Houston aquarium is tiny and not that great.

I thought the aquarium looked really fun...I’ve never gotten to feed the fish before

We are going to dallas aquarium in March for fiances bday. That's the best one I been to. They have it set up like a 4 or 5 story jungle. Real plants and waterfalls etc. Very nice.

Got this octopus and juice with the leftover tokens I had.

What was interesting is you could touch and interact with most animals. There was this small pond filled with koi and you could sit in the pond with no shoes. The girl in the picture was laughing hysterically because the fish were nibbling on her toes.

I keep playing the polar express movie, it's just comforting to have on with my Christmas lights on

That’s my bfs fave movie, he has to watch it every year.....

So yes we went to the mall here. Went on a shopping spree. This was one of the nearest malls I've seen. Some stores I havent seen since the mid 2000s in the dallas area.

Going to a free community lunch thing tomorrow with my friend

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My brain doesn't feel like scrambled eggs anymore and I don't feel like the walking dead so I think I'm finally adjusted to the new thorazine dose. Haven't been having paranoia/delusions or voices

That’s great news 😀

Went on a shopping spree at a san antonio mall. Went to multiple places. This is my loot. Including this shirt-like galaxy dress I got. But I need leggings with it, which I dont have.

Those gift cards are being well spent....love the galaxy dress 😀

I feel like a zombie. I took benzos last night to sleep. The injection must have kicked in too. I typed "free IQ test". I couldn't do the first question.

I'm dead.

My mom said everyone loved the mini Christmas tree I sent her at the hospital so I think having it there cheered her up......that makes me happy.....😀

That's good!

The hotel has free breakfast every morning. And free happy hour every night.

Nice, the free breakfast is pretty standard around here but the happy hour I’ve only been to one place with.....

I absolutely hate benzos cuz they make me slow but I needed to sleep (My heart beats better when I get a good sleep and if I stay up too long, it feels really weird when I drift into sleep and then I wake up again and have to toss and turn. It's a living ****ing nightmare). I absolutely hate antipsychotics because they make me a zombie but I need to not be psychotic.

Maybe I have autism with psychosis (ASD-P) and not schizophrenia cuz I have atypical psychosis maybe. Maybe my psychiatrist didn't understand what I was saying. That's my only hope that I can lower the injection more and I'll be fine without it. When I was psychotic on christmas night, I told my mom how I was feeling and then took an olanzepine. In 15-20 minutes, I felt better. It doesn't take olanzepine 15-20 minutes to kick in. It should take an hour so it could be placebo maybe?

I took an extra Vyvanse. I do this when the injection kicks in and it helps a bit. I know I shouldn't but I HATE being a zombie. I WON'T tolerate it. Anymore. Ever. That's why I'm on the injection in the first place cuz I'm non-compliant af..

Why would it take an hour? Is it enteric coated or something? I think Advil kicks in within 15 minutes so why wouldn’t other meds?

This hotel is confusing.

The direction the hallways go compared to where the elevators and entrance is, is confusing. Its messed up my inner compass. I thought our window was looking out the front of the building and its looking out the side of the building.