Roll Call 160!

I'm okay now. Thanks @newtus. I just started crying out of nowhere. I'm hoping it's the headache and not depression or something! I took a short walk outside to check the mail. Change of pace/scenery.

I almost spent a few days in London because I felt the same way! But I didn't go.

Last night I had a window from anhedonia. I felt very sad. Idk if it's an INFP thing. A lot of INFP's get misdiagnosed with bipolar cuz they get sad quickly due to self reflection and feel useless.

Musicians use sadness and pain to make music. Not everyone that is like that is useless. They might not often be entrepreneurs (ESTP) and talk about sex and money all the time but great art is made (Like ISFP). Eminem is an ISFP and slim shady is ESTP.

INTP (I'm naturally this without psychedelics when I was apathetic, or before I need to trip again)
INTJ (I'm this when I work on myself)
ENTP (I'm this while on stimulants - Stimulants are ENTP's drug of choice)
ENTJ (I'm this while on stimulants and I work on myself - This is what I got right now when I took the test)
INFP (This is my depressed persona)
INFJ (This is my best state - When my persona works on itself)
ENFP (This is my manic persona)
ENFJ (This is my manic persona when working on self)

I can't wait till I'm back in college in September... that's a long way off though. I have so many appointments. On one day next week I have 3 within a span of a few hours. I've been bored lately, when I'm not out doing stuff I don't know what to do with myself. Maybe I should pick up some movies at the library. There's a nutritional class here at the complex later this month, that will be cool to go to

I’m gonna try to get 20,000 steps in again tomorrow

My self esteem has never been this low I don't know why

I slept at 1 AM, woke up at 4 AM, slept again until 7.30 AM. Now it’s 8.05 AM. Going to do yoga then take a shower. I need to go to the bank today with my sister, her card got swollen by the ATM machine.

I had a similar night last night....woke up a couple hours fell back asleep then woke up again for like three hours then back to sleep....

I’m wanting more tattoos. I have 3 , need more

Left us feeling not fully rested right. I could use another couple hours of sleep. Hopefully shower will wake me up though.

My editor has my story now. I look back at it and I hope he doesn't morally judge it. The devil I created was a misogynist, and the female philosopher might tolerate him too much, and that might be his criticism. But faust tolerated the devil, and he was an academic too...

Sleepy.. sleepy stimulant crash..

Welp awake again tonight...not sure why.

Same. Been up since 1:30

Hey....company! Woo hooo!

Yea lol

I also do my best writing and thinking at this time.

I’m already having coffee and chicken tenders for breakfast. It’s gonna be 6 in the next hour.

I’m wondering if I should start getting up at 6am. I hear the most successful people do.

Now I’m tired

My anchor box arrived today, picked it up at my old apartment earlier. Oh yeah, I brought my ukulele home, yay! 😃

I have 2 more totes and 3 small boxes left to bring here to my new apartment. Oh and my coffee pot I'll get the totes within the next couple of days and walk them here then my sister will pick up the boxes when she has time and drive them over. Then that's it.

How long ago did you order it? I asked for one and never got it? So maybe just not yet...

I asked for it like 5 months ago and just got the email that it was sent out this week, it took a long time, I'm not sure why

Yay! So I'll still get it, it's just gonna take a while. Thanks.

I wake up at 5am and aren’t rich lol. It doesn’t really matter what time you get up just matters what you do in that time.

Yea that’s what I mean. Start being productive at 6am.