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#551
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I am desperate for my vape, or cigarettes. I can't really afford to go back to smoking but I'm fantasizing the inhale of a Merit menthol ultra light.
I wish I could move out of here. If no vape, there's not enough reason to stay. |
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#552
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What are you gonna do?
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
#553
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The vape does that. I’m out of juice. I’m going insane and it’s only been 3 hours. I can’t imagine for you.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#554
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Yeah I went for a run and then talked to this person and I didn't feel like talking. I'm very confused about everything and took on too many responsibilities for myself. I'm too hard on myself.
I drank chamomile tea, took half a diazepam and a half of an olanzepine. I feel a bit better - I put on my pajamas and I'm gonna do something quietly isolated from the world. I need to stop caring about what other people think and trying to prove myself. |
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#555
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"It's normal for some vehicles to have a fan run for a few minutes after the car is shut off, generally to keep the engine cool. However, if the fan is running for an extended period, the fan itself can become damaged due to overuse. ... It's possible you may have a module or relay failing in your car." |
#556
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I wonder if there are any other benzos I could take PRN for anxiety.
I've been on klonopin (up to 2mg) xanax (up to 1mg) and valium (up to 15mg) my psychiatrist doesn't like to prescribe ativan i would just like something to take when I panic
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#557
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Do they offer nicotine gum? The 4mg ones are nice. They last me like 2 hours. I prefer the 2mg ones sometimes though cuz I get to chew more often.
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#558
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If it ever did it before I wouldn’t worry, but this is new and the engine was super hot....going to check the coolant tomorrow...can’t open the lid while hot.
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#559
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I think Xanax and ativan are the main ones
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#560
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I have 5x 5mg valium to take with zopiclone when I can't sleep and then I should be ok - It will slowly decrease in the blood for 2 weeks until I'm off of the benzos. Then I'll just use 0.5-1.5mg of xanax (10-30mg of valium worth) when I have derealized/depersonalized panic attacks. I'll find something else to relax in the evening like chamomile tea. I can't drink alcohol anymore because I'm intolerant to it now after tripping. I don't think it matters which benzos you take as long as you only take 10mg of valium worth 1-2 times a week. 2mg of klonopin = 40mg of valium 1mg of xanax = 20mg of valium 15mg of valium = 15mg of valium 1mg of ativan = 10mg of valium |
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#561
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I take klonopin prn for panic and it works really well for me. Has for years.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#562
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No sleep. Again. Going on 48 hours now.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#563
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does your thorazine not make you sleepy anymore?
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#564
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I think the longest I've ever stayed awake was 42 hours.
I'm sorry you're dealing with this. It really sucks when you can't sleep. As much as I complain about sleeping too much, - Not being able to sleep is torture. |
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#565
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I stayed up five days once, although about halfway through I got 30 minutes in
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#566
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I can’t sleep.
I’m agitated and upset cuz I don’t have nicotine.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#567
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#568
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So I may be hypomanic now after no sleep.
Went 2 places before 8am. And took my hair down and combed it and styled it a bit. Thinking about putting a few dreads in since I won’t be seeing my stylist for awhile cuz COVID scare and money issues.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#569
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Got fiancé McDonald’s brekkie. He’s been asleep still. So it’s cold now. We sold some stuff last night. Well he did. A desk and a chair to his friend.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#570
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Yeah but I stopped taking it a few days ago. I want to be able to sleep without it.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#571
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Nvm the dreads too much
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
#572
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Did you taper at all? Are you working with your pdoc on this?
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#573
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Well
He’s mad at me for buying him breakfast cuz I bought it with the money we got last night from selling the furniture. Can’t do shyt right.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#574
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Just wanted to surprise him and make his day a little easier. Idk what I’m doing anymore. I was having a good day. Now, it’s just shyt.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#575
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I think honestly one of the things you don’t necessarily know is what is optional and what is essential....when you grow up without much money you learn these things automatically. When it gets to the point where you sell stuff, you’re in essential mode as in keeping the electricity on and bare bones food on the table.
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