Roll Call 168 =)

Ugh. I feel like I'm stupid for having dropped the MA program!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dang it.

How much time did you put in vs have left? Maybe you can withdraw from this semester instead to give yourself more time to consider it?

No drumsticks for me, th I e cream shelf is bare! Just got a pic from instacart.....

Thanks. I put in like 1.5 years just about.

I have probably 1 year left -- maybe a little more depending on how long it takes me to write my thesis.

I just sent an email explaining everything to the program director. I hope he can help me.

Thanks. I put in like 1.5 years just about.

I have probably 1 year left -- maybe a little more depending on how long it takes me to write my thesis.

I just sent an email explaining everything to the program director. I hope he can help me.

Oh man. I’m waiting for the bus to go home for the grocery store. I was waiting in line and someone suggested to me to go to the self checkout since I didn’t have a ton of stuff. So I went reluctantly and probably made a fool of myself getting all flustered trying to do it with my anxiety, not knowing how exactly to do it, and trying to keep my mask falling off (which is why I need a new one) anyway, I did it.

Grad school can definitely be overly stressful....I always wonder why I didn’t have my psychosis then....I was barely eating due to time and financial constraints back then, I weighed 125 pounds at 5’8”. Not healthy. I didn’t have time for friends outside of work or recreation. All it got me was my psychosis ten years later which was initially attributed to work stress.

I always wonder what would have happened to my mental health had I taken another path.

Why did you originally want the masters? Was it an issue finding work?

One of my cousins works as a translator for the government...technically he’s considered a spy of some sort, but the fact that we all know that doesn’t make him a very good one, lol. Anyway have you ever looked into that type of translation? I have no idea how he found the job, but you need to be able to get security clearance.

Oddly enough, med school were four of the most stable years of my life. And happiest.

I want to be a spy!

I was having hallucinations on Saturday. Different voices. Calling my name. I knew it was hallucinations but it still was kind of eerie and freaked me out. I wasn't even reading the psychological thriller book that day. I wasn't doing anything. They just came out of no where.

I now sponsor a little girl named Yordanos from Ethiopia through Compassion International. She's so cute. She's three, almost four. It feels good to like help someone out even if I will never meet them in my lifetime.

Learn a rare language that’s in demand for spying, lol.

Yeah I haven’t been out much tbh...I’m posting reruns on my Instagram, if you have that I’m flowerfest300.

I'm so happy. Not sure why, it's nice though

I know some Latin. Had to take it in private Christian school in 8th grade.

You’re probably smarter than me, my IQ is on the low side for a PhD so I worked my rear end off to keep from sinking. Got it done though.

It has to be a language that’s actually used though if you want to be a spy. Like think who the current “enemies” are and learn a rare variant of their language.

Lovely!! What are those? What color is that-- I am color blind.

I know haha I was just saying.