Roll Call 170

When I sit on the couch it’s behind me, and when I sit on the love seat it’s out of my peripheral vision so I think it’s okay.

Work stays in that corner! Hahah.

Thanks! But no it wasn't draining.. It's just forming like a solid rock like the other one.. Feels like a big ligament inflation or something.

I'll tell my mom about it today (She used to be a nurse).

She's an alcoholic. I'm gonna talk to her today as well that she can't make sexual comments in front of me anymore because it's inappropriate and makes me feel uncomfortable and that's why I always leave or get annoyed and then she's like "What's wrong? Did you take your meds? Are you taking something that you shouldn't" - She's the problem but she gaslights me and is a completely different person when she's drunk. But she does it to cope with stress of work and the fact that my life right now is just purgatory. I can't watch movies, read, I'm just stuck and we're gonna move anyways.

I don't want to go to Mexico with her because she has friends there and she'll act like a drunk idiot. She's really in the deep end, completely out of control.

My dad phoned me today and asked me how everything is but I was sleeping - Cuz the Invega is really really sedating this time - Something wrong with this injection but idk I'm writing OK but I've been sleeping for 2 days.

It's ok..

Yea we aren’t gonna be able to afford to buy a home. I’m thinking of renting one and just staying in there til we can.

Here the rentals are more monthly than purchasing one.....it’s like inverted right now where an apartment is more than a house. Have you considered a condo?

No I will look at condos cuz it’s that way here too

See what I found on #Zillow!
https://www.zillow.com/homedetails/9...79238646_zpid/

Idk if you’d consider Dallas but this is about as cheap and nice as you’ll get.....

Yikes bad part of Dallas. I won’t give up my safety for niceness.

Really i didn’t realize the north part of Dallas was bad....

It’s not the north part of Dallas as a whole that’s bad. It’s the south part of Richardson.

Taxes are also extremely high there

Thing about cities is you can be two blocks from the murder capital and still be perfectly safe as long as you don’t walk that direction......

Haha yea nonono I want to have a kid.

This sound ssuper complicated to me, but I am glad you are doing it.

very paranoid

Sorry, Erti. This must be very stressful for you guys. Hugs!!

Sometimes, I think my next door neighbor and my upstairs neighbor and my across the hall neighbor are secret government spies with infrared cameras in my walls. But really, i am pretty sure that is not true. i had a friend come over and look for the cameras and he never found any, so...

Hang in there. This Clozaril will work soon. Also, I hvae read a lot about psychic powers because sometimes I can predict the future. Noone has ever demonstarted the ability of a human to read someone else's mind. So, you are okay. People cannot do this.

Gald you got to talk with him, cogladaid.

I am so sorry, Des. People have to want to get sober.

I used to be in a coma for days after my Risperdal injection.

Deep breathing can really help.

Making bbq chicken pizza....just a frozen one but it should be good

Welp, got another 26 pages of the edit done. Actually, quite happy with most of it, so far. I may need to make some content changes to the first part. In retrospect, i think it may be startign off too slowly. Not quite enough oomph, maybe. Have to look at that again.

This book is really, really gonna piss some people off in this state. Oh well, I am tough.

I’m making homemade gluten free pizza. I put everything on it. It’s thick from toppings.

Pizza sauce, layer of mozzarella cheese, rosemary ham, pepperoni, bacon bits, sun-dried tomatoes, spicy eggplant, pineapple, green pepper, red onion, fresh tomato, homegrown basil, pickled jalapeños, more mozzarella on top, and finally topped with some feta cheese.

Omg this belongs in the recipe thread!

You’ve really got to have a great first page....not a psych book but take the name of the wind....it starts amazing and never stops.