Roll Call 173

There's a super loud party and screaming going on somewhere close by in the neighborhood

I wish I could stay up late and read but my eyes are getting tired and I gotta work at 630am tomorrow. Boo.

what do you want to do?

Read, play games, watch stuff on Youtube and Netflix, listen to music and think, write in my journal, do artwork

took clozapine

I don't understand why my pdoc wants to put me on Vraylar. I know that it's a new medication and has an indication for what I'm dealing with but I feel like Zyprexa does the trick for me. It does not seem wise to take me off of Zyprexa, which I began taking again a few days ago and from which I already feel an improvement. I think I would spiral downwards if I were to go off of Zyprexa. I am just not understanding this pdoc's reasoning.

Edit: I guess, disregard this, because I realized the Zyprexa was causing high cholesterol and stuff that is bad. I probably should get off of Zyprexa then.

Edit 2: No, still not convinced I should get off of Zyprexa. Ha.

You never see the edge you're standing on til you fall
So you got something to say now
But you're breakin' up
breakin' up
breakin' up
breakin' up....

I think wearing my near-sighted glasses is helping to prevent a panic attack

There is possibly a way for both conservatives and liberals to understand each other and co-exist peacefully.

I smoked a little weed today I couldn't help myself. It was either that or idk.. What's the worst drug? H? The worst one possible!

hugs, Des.

Mr. Kitten just woke me up. Sound asleep. Ugh !!!

good morning

The director of data science emailed me back. She wants to have a meeting sometime in the next two weeks.



I need to schedule a time and prepare myself with questions and talking points. God, I’m so nervous now.

I talk to my therapist next week she’s going to be proud of me for taking the initiative.

I see my thyroid doctor today

Morning. No more anxiety today. Only sadness..

We’re proud of you too

Good luck!

feel better.

Thyroid NP upped my synthroid to 112mcg

im moved back into my apartment

Where were u?

I had a lot of plans for today then I slept till 1pm and just feel lazy now. Had a really bad headache earlier. It's day four of no sweets so it could be because of cutting my sugar intake back a lot.

I'm not sure what I'm gonna do today, maybe just relax, play games and watch stuff on Netflix.

I just got told I’m going to be sent back to the office to work. I was enjoying working from home. I’m not happy about it but there’s not much I can do about it. No details when but I’ve been just told I’ve been ‘selected’ to go back to the office. Ugh.

grandmothers

Sucks cog....wearing a mask all day is hard....how are they dealing with lunch breaks......