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Same here

just ordered groceries to pick up tomorrow

I went and got some chocolate and an apple juice. Then I talked to my dad and then my grandmother (His mom) on the phone. My introverted energy is drained.

Very low dose ket helps with anxiety but hopefully no panic attack. My mom will be home soon..

I survived alone in the house and got up for work! I'm proud of myself ^^

Just listening to music now.. I listened to a comedy podcast and laughed. It's an ok day.. I tried to do the coursera course but I guess I'm not in a learning state with the state of the world and The States...

no energy to even cook or turn on tv

Gotta tell the pdoc 12--sounds dicey. Hugs and love.

Take a bubble bath.

You Re freaking granite, Des. The weakest sz or bp person is 1000x stronger that the strongest neurotypical. Those folks wouldn't last 3 minutes in a psychotic or depressive episode.

You r my hero!

Sarcosine.

Hugs and luv. Ur an awesome writer!

Nice! I think social interaction makes you happy as long as the conversation isn’t toxic. We’re proud of you too

I slept for two hours and heart beats normal now. It was the caffeine in the headache pill, it has this effect to me but not always. I think I’m hypo. The reason I slept for so long yesterday was because of the double doses of Olanzapine. The day before that and last night I only took one and only needed a little sleep. 10 minutes and now 2 hours and wide awake. Been physically active too when I’m up, like I cleaned a lot of things in the house and didn’t feel tired.

Same for me if I sleep an hour or two, my heart beats normal again. I think the most I've stayed awake was 50 hours or something.. Even with crystally stim, I'd take it in the morning and go to sleep every night - Didn't keep me up for days like regular people..

I'm waiting for my mom to come home like an abandoned new puppy

Edit: I'm gonna clean more of the house up a little bit

She's home..

She wants to go for a hike at 10am tomorrow. I can only go if I get a good sleep..

Today, what did I do. Just am in a much better mood today since I was able to adjust my meds over the weekend after calling the on-call psychiatrist for my pdoc. I went running the past two days, and that is making me feel clear-headed, for sure, in combination with the meds, of course. I think olanzapine turns down the dials on my negative thinking, rumination, and severe anxiety. That is a good thing.

Oh and also I am reducing my coffee intake at night. Because it's probably ruining my sleep.

ADHD-Like Behaviors May Spur Entrepreneurial Activity

That's a good sign, I guess. Maybe I was meant to be an entrepreneur then!

Sorry, falcs. Pls read about sarcosine and consider it.

Saw some dodos out today w no masks.they think dying of ARDS is a political statement.

It happens everywhere here in my country. It’s sickening. Not everyone has to be smart but that level of stupidity is unacceptable.

May I ask where you are, 12?

Morning

I wanna do something a little different today but I’m unsure about it...

Decided not to do it.

What, newtus?

Albert stayed by me all night. We are on a Downton Abbey marathon!!

Was gonna move my xbox downstairs to the big tv and play but I don’t think so

But I did set up an old fan downstairs for the dogs to keep cool.