Roll Call 176

I just started feeling weird again and threw up again

It's my own fault, I didn't eat enough today

Yea definitely need to eat more. I’ve barely been eating everyday past week cuz I’m sleeping so much. My stomach hurts right now and I feel lethargic, even after sleeping all day.

That was scary, okay I've got to get serious about my ED recovery right now, I keep slipping back into old habits.

Be safe bb

Thanks Newtus, and I hope you feel better

My friend told the janitor at my old building that I'm here. That's bad because he's evil and will probably spread nasty rumors about me.

I guess I should go to sleep soon. At least I'm starting to get tired.

I acquired a bunch of music using the Google rewards app. But now that they shut down google play music I'm hoping I can dl the music to a computer or device. And add it to my library. I'm so glad I didn't pay money for it. I'd have rather gotten the music from Amazon but I'd have had to pay money for it all.

I don't have any type of bank card anymore. Called my mom, I have to shout and repeat things over and over. She won't use her hearing aid. I don't like my roommates to hear me talking to her but if I call from the lobby then I'll be muffled. Because of wearing a mask.

Starting to fall asleep now.

My packages will be here tomorrow and Wednesday. Looking forward to trying the cream soda

You cAn shift your library to the YouTube music app....

Took a walk. Trying to get over my agoraphobia

Have a chocolate satin pie in the freezer. I feel like defrosting it and having some but am not sure

I tried painting using a palette knife in Leonid Afremov’s style. I failed miserably. Like a complete disaster. Here’s one of his paintings. Breathtakingly beautiful.

That sounds good! Is the yt music app separate from the regular yt app? I'll have to look into this. I was thinking of abandoning yt entirely but not sure about that now.

Ugh

Obgyn appt is literally a month away. Sucks butt.

Tigger warning...

Be safe Erti

Esther's home. Picked her up from the vet hospital on Saturday around 8 PM. Wasn't too expensive, around $525. I was praying it would be less than $1000.00 so I was happy. No snacking for her between her meals. Only chicken broth. That's okay. She wasn't eating when she was at the vet hospital. We dropped off some chicken broth and she ate. The chicken broth works wonders. I'm happy because I don't know how I feel about them force feeding her. I'm glad they didn't have to do that. So happy my Kitty Cat is home again.

It's cold here now. Just ordered some new Ugg slippers.

I was trying to read the latest posts here an hour ago before the Dexedrine kicked in. I couldn't read..

Now I'm good. Things r good. I will continue with my book today.

I went to bed early cuz of my OCD thoughts.

I can't wait until psychedelic therapy is legal. It will be a long time (Maybe 10 years) and I want to be apart of it. The world I think will be really cool in 2030 unless humanity ****s up.

Glad you got your kitty back SK!

I finally vacuumed. I’ve been putting it off for a few weeks.

I think for the rest of my cleaning tomorrow and Wednesday I'll put on Christmas music, that always motivates me and puts me in a good mood

Have to come up with a proposal for my MA thesis.

I have a large sweet potato baking in the oven. Here's some stuff I found about sweet potato health benefits (I like learning about ways food helps the body and mind)
15 Health Benefits of Sweet Potatoes, According to Science – La Canada Care Center

I love sweet potatoes. We call them Yams.