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#451
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The only person I'm hurting is myself by thinking negatively/giving in to depression. I have to stop.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#452
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You have to take care of yourself. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#453
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I feel lonely/isolated.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#454
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All the virtual stuff has gotten me down. It's like a punishment almost. Feels that way at least. I can't socialize as I used to. Feels like things have gone downhill.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#455
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I’m just not good at socializing. Period.
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#456
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I don't even really care about socializing except for the fact that I get down when I don't even interact with anyone but my parents.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#457
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And also my therapist always encourages me to be social and stuff.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#458
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I talk to my mom and sister face to face. Doctor over the phone, psychologist over video chat, boss over video chat. My real life friends is 99% texting. Everyone else I tend to avoid talking to at all. I’m supposed socialize more too. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#459
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One thing I thought I would do is rejoin a writing workshop from Argentina that I used to be a part of. Perhaps that'll give me some social engagement.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#460
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Possible trigger:
Stupid thoughts. Stupid brain. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#461
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I’m a liar. The other day I was ranting about how it’s completely unfair that mass shootings always like to blame mental illness and was asked ‘have you ever had violent thoughts?’ (To prove my point) and I said no but honestly that was a lie I have...
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#462
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Almost every night lately. But I've managed to keep myself from doing it. I'm sorry you're going through that too
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#463
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I’m lying in bed listening to music. I don’t want to sleep and I don’t want to read or watch tv. I refresh social media is all I do. I feel lost. I feel wrong. Not like... go to the hospital not well, but not well at all.
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#464
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I’m 30 days clean from self harm I don’t want to break now.
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#465
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My mom is burning out from work.
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#466
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I’m sorry. I’ve been there it sucks. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#467
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I’m going to try to sleep away the emotional pain.
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#468
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I had a day stim sleep which helped a bit
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#469
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I'm gonna practice mindfulness.. and meditation.. gratitude..
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#470
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.. watch conspiracy videos.. try to care about crypto
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#471
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Happy Easter everyone
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#472
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Happy Easter!!!
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#473
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#474
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Today I am 34 years old
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