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Old Apr 03, 2021, 07:53 PM
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The only person I'm hurting is myself by thinking negatively/giving in to depression. I have to stop.
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Old Apr 03, 2021, 07:56 PM
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The only person I'm hurting is myself by thinking negatively/giving in to depression. I have to stop.

You have to take care of yourself.

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Old Apr 03, 2021, 08:08 PM
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I feel lonely/isolated.
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Old Apr 03, 2021, 08:13 PM
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All the virtual stuff has gotten me down. It's like a punishment almost. Feels that way at least. I can't socialize as I used to. Feels like things have gone downhill.
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Old Apr 03, 2021, 08:18 PM
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I’m just not good at socializing. Period.

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Old Apr 03, 2021, 08:19 PM
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I’m just not good at socializing. Period.

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I don't even really care about socializing except for the fact that I get down when I don't even interact with anyone but my parents.
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Old Apr 03, 2021, 08:20 PM
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And also my therapist always encourages me to be social and stuff.
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Old Apr 03, 2021, 08:23 PM
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And also my therapist always encourages me to be social and stuff.

I talk to my mom and sister face to face. Doctor over the phone, psychologist over video chat, boss over video chat. My real life friends is 99% texting. Everyone else I tend to avoid talking to at all.

I’m supposed socialize more too.

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Old Apr 03, 2021, 08:32 PM
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One thing I thought I would do is rejoin a writing workshop from Argentina that I used to be a part of. Perhaps that'll give me some social engagement.
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Old Apr 03, 2021, 08:43 PM
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Old Apr 03, 2021, 08:44 PM
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I’m a liar. The other day I was ranting about how it’s completely unfair that mass shootings always like to blame mental illness and was asked ‘have you ever had violent thoughts?’ (To prove my point) and I said no but honestly that was a lie I have...

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Old Apr 03, 2021, 08:48 PM
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Almost every night lately. But I've managed to keep myself from doing it. I'm sorry you're going through that too
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Old Apr 03, 2021, 08:56 PM
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I’m lying in bed listening to music. I don’t want to sleep and I don’t want to read or watch tv. I refresh social media is all I do. I feel lost. I feel wrong. Not like... go to the hospital not well, but not well at all.

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Old Apr 03, 2021, 09:16 PM
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I’m 30 days clean from self harm I don’t want to break now. Roll Call 182

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Old Apr 03, 2021, 09:23 PM
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My mom is burning out from work.
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Old Apr 03, 2021, 09:26 PM
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My mom is burning out from work.

I’m sorry. I’ve been there it sucks.

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Old Apr 03, 2021, 09:38 PM
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I’m going to try to sleep away the emotional pain.

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Old Apr 03, 2021, 09:47 PM
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I had a day stim sleep which helped a bit
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Old Apr 03, 2021, 10:06 PM
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I'm gonna practice mindfulness.. and meditation.. gratitude..
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Old Apr 03, 2021, 10:11 PM
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.. watch conspiracy videos.. try to care about crypto
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Old Apr 04, 2021, 06:43 AM
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Old Apr 04, 2021, 06:45 AM
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Old Apr 04, 2021, 08:05 AM
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Old Apr 04, 2021, 08:43 AM
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Today I am 34 years old
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Old Apr 04, 2021, 08:51 AM
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