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#426
Apr 03, 2021, 01:41 PM
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I didn't talk to my mom last night... Maybe we'll go for a drive and I'll open up about my head being obsessive and stuff. I have a hard time talking in real life about these things, especially when they're really close like my mom.
It took me like two years to tell her I was diagnosed with psychotic disorder and had been experiencing psychosis again... I'm trying to be open and honest, but it's hard. I feel like people judge me when they know about what goes on in my head, or they feel bad for me. Or just worry. My mom worries. I hate making her worry. She knows I've been manic lately, and went off my meds (which is why she's monitoring me). But she doesn't know about the obsessive thinking and the eating stuff. Why is everything so hard. IDK maybe I'm falling into depression now. |
 Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty, WastingAsparagus
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#427
Apr 03, 2021, 01:51 PM
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Stupid thoughts crossing my mind.
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Stop it. |
| Blue_Bird, Erti, SlumberKitty, WastingAsparagus
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#428
Apr 03, 2021, 02:12 PM
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Retail therapy is working wonders! I bought an external DVD drive so I can watch DVDs on my new laptop since it doesn't have one built in.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| SlumberKitty
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 Angelique67, cogladaid, junkDNA, newtus
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#429
Apr 03, 2021, 02:21 PM
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I'm suddenly feeling useless. Worthless. And I'm annoying you guys with all my ****. Ugh, I'm sorry for being such a bother.
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| Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty
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#430
Apr 03, 2021, 02:39 PM
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Quote:
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| SlumberKitty
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| cogladaid
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#431
Apr 03, 2021, 03:03 PM
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| junkDNA, SlumberKitty, WastingAsparagus
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| cogladaid
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#432
Apr 03, 2021, 03:05 PM
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Sitting outside trying to get over my agoraphobia
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| SlumberKitty
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| Angelique67, cogladaid, newtus, WastingAsparagus
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#433
Apr 03, 2021, 03:12 PM
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Quote:
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| SlumberKitty
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| Angelique67, cogladaid
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#434
Apr 03, 2021, 03:32 PM
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You're not bothering us. This place is designed to be a place to get your thoughts out. At least that's how I use it. So, don't think of yourself as a bother. These times we're living in are hard. Super hard.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
| SlumberKitty
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| Angelique67, cogladaid
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#435
Apr 03, 2021, 03:34 PM
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I had trouble leaving the house too. I guess there's nothing that really helped me that much. I went walking outside today though. I felt like getting some sunlight helps my mood a fair amount so I try to do it a lot.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
| SlumberKitty
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| Angelique67, Blue_Bird, cogladaid
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#436
Apr 03, 2021, 04:29 PM
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OMG my moms fridge/freezer just died so we're putting everything in coolers !!!
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| SlumberKitty
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| cogladaid
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#437
Apr 03, 2021, 04:51 PM
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Waiting on a custom personal pizza to arrive. I’m excited but nervous. I want to enjoy it and not worry.
Thanks guys for understanding. My brain is messed up still... Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
| SlumberKitty
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| Angelique67, Blue_Bird, newtus, Sometimes psychotic
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#438
Apr 03, 2021, 04:55 PM
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Noo that’s the worst! Start eating! Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
| SlumberKitty
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| junkDNA
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#439
Apr 03, 2021, 04:57 PM
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 I’m still waiting for it, but this is what’s going to be on my pizza. I can’t wait. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
| SlumberKitty
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| Angelique67, Blue_Bird, newtus
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#440
Apr 03, 2021, 05:38 PM
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 Pic for those I don’t have on social media. Yum. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
| SlumberKitty
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| Angelique67, Blue_Bird, junkDNA, newtus, Sometimes psychotic, WastingAsparagus
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#441
Apr 03, 2021, 06:04 PM
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Getting some groceries tomorrow. Stuff to make smoothies. And chicken breast for that Crack chicken recipe for crockpot I found on Pinterest. Gonna see if they have my favorite blueberry lemon goat cheese too.
Then going to my sister’s to have Easter dinner Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| SlumberKitty
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| Angelique67, cogladaid, newtus
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#442
Apr 03, 2021, 06:09 PM
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I feel so full. I ate the whole pizza. Ugh.
It was delicious though. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
| SlumberKitty
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| Angelique67, newtus, Sometimes psychotic
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#443
Apr 03, 2021, 06:30 PM
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Sent from my Nokia C2 Tennen using Tapatalk |
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#444
Apr 03, 2021, 06:30 PM
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Yes I did unfortunately
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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| Angelique67
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#445
Apr 03, 2021, 06:31 PM
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I think... you might’ve just eaten a salad
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
| SlumberKitty
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| Angelique67, cogladaid, Sometimes psychotic
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#446
Apr 03, 2021, 06:35 PM
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Hahahah. Love a nice salad on a pizza. It’s healthy right? Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
| SlumberKitty
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| Angelique67, newtus, Sometimes psychotic
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#447
Apr 03, 2021, 06:41 PM
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Now I want pizza lol. With all of cog's cheese choices.
Sent from my Nokia C2 Tennen using Tapatalk |
| SlumberKitty
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| cogladaid, newtus, Sometimes psychotic
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#448
Apr 03, 2021, 07:03 PM
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Sending out my ancestry DNA thing tomorrow to get analyzed
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| SlumberKitty
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| Angelique67, cogladaid, Sometimes psychotic
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#449
Apr 03, 2021, 07:17 PM
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Distracting myself watching cooking shows on tv.
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
| SlumberKitty
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| Blue_Bird, junkDNA
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#450
Apr 03, 2021, 07:53 PM
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A RL friend of mine who I used to work with has had a rough couple months. First her boyfriend broke up with her and then she got fired. Seems the break up was worse then I knew because apparently there’s cheating and lying and trying to put charges against my friend and my friend is taking it badly.
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She’s posting on Facebook all upset and I’m trying to be there for her but it’s hard. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
| Blue_Bird, junkDNA, SlumberKitty, WastingAsparagus
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