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Default Apr 01, 2021 at 03:56 PM
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Just sitting with music, enduring mental pain. Trying not to take a drug to feel better. It's all I can do. Maybe it'll pass or maybe I'll find a distraction. I'm extremely unhappy.
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Default Apr 01, 2021 at 03:56 PM
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Doc appointment went well. Says basically keep taking meds, take care of myself, get a blood test next week, have a good weekend, talk after the psych appointment, if any thing comes up don’t hesitate to call.
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Default Apr 01, 2021 at 04:05 PM
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I don’t feel hyper. Or out of control. Or depressed.

I just feel obsessed with losing weight and need to lose it now...
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Default Apr 01, 2021 at 04:29 PM
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If I have to take my meds, I have to take my drugs too! I'm not just gonna lie on the floor and fukn die.. These things I've done have worked so far for me. Other people mostly not so much.
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Default Apr 01, 2021 at 04:35 PM
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It started 15 minutes ago when I was trying to find where I put the 85% cocoa chocolate. I was trying to find it in the fridge - I was like "Ok so my brain actually WANTS this dopamine.. There's this one neurotransmitter that works somewhat".. Then the serotonin may follow..
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Default Apr 01, 2021 at 05:04 PM
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So I'm supposed to fill out some forms for my psych appointment, but they forgot to attach them to the e-mail so I guess I have to wait until Monday...
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Default Apr 01, 2021 at 05:07 PM
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I need a better frying pan, the one I have is supposed to be non-stick, but it's not, every time I cook eggs in it it's a nightmare to clean up

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Doing online quizzes to distract myself and a couple say I show signs of Aspergers?

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Doing online quizzes to distract myself and a couple say I show signs of Aspergers?


That doesn't surprise me. You display the traits.

I noticed in another post that you got an appt with a psychiatrist. Will that person follow you or is it a consultation?

Family docs prescribing lithium doesn't seem ideal.

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That doesn't surprise me. You display the traits.

I noticed in another post that you got an appt with a psychiatrist. Will that person follow you or is it a consultation?

Family docs prescribing lithium doesn't seem ideal.

Just a consultation. Give me guidance, update diagnosis, give recs to the family doc. Family doc is my number one go to though really.

But interesting you think I show traits of Aspergers. No one has really suggested it before.

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Just a consultation. Give me guidance, update diagnosis, give recs to the family doc. Family doc is my number one go to though really.

But interesting you think I show traits of Aspergers. No one has really suggested it before.


Looking into this may be very worthwhile. If you do get the diagnosis, it will help with treatment, usually by improving it.

Maybe this is something you can discuss with your psychologist.

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Default Apr 01, 2021 at 06:17 PM
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I was diagnosed PDD-NOS (Pervasive Developmental Disorder - Not Otherwise Specified) so almost Aspergers but not quite + Schizophrenia.
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Hey everyone. I'm taking Friday off of work for Good Friday so I probably won't be around until Monday. I hope everyone who celebrates has a nice Easter! Happy birthday to Junk DNA, I think you said your birthday is on Easter. HUGS to everyone! Kit

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Default Apr 01, 2021 at 06:22 PM
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Roll Call 182

This questionnaire for the psychiatrist is always full of such laughs...

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I can't wait till Saturday!! It's gonna be a lot of fun spending time with my sister and family.

It's Holy Thursday so I'm gonna watch mass later probably. 3 years ago I was confirmed at the Easter Vigil. Time flies.

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Default Apr 01, 2021 at 06:32 PM
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Idk about hyperactive as a child but I never paid attention and I was very psychedelic

Then came a deep dark depressive misery
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Hahahahaha.

This is why I need help, psychiatrist.

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How's everyone?

Today I couldn't force myself to do anything. Much existential dread.
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How's everyone?

Today I couldn't force myself to do anything. Much existential dread.

I’m good. Ate, went for a drive, bought some diet cherry coke and Coke Zero, now watching tv. I feel kind of sleepy.

Idk like idk how I really feel. Like obsessed and there’s background ‘psychotic’ stuff. I think people are after me and my thoughts are being blocked and stolen. But like... idk my thoughts aren’t racing really.

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Today I couldn't force myself to do anything. Much existential dread.


My allergies are so bad and I actually may be sick for a third time again this year so far.

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