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Old Sep 17, 2021, 05:35 PM
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Had an extremely rough day with my relationship. Everything with the pregnancy, like the tension And my sickness is creating tension in the relationship. But we both know it’s temporary. Only 9 months and it’s been almost 3 months gone already.

We are moving to my moms rental property in a few months. This is it.

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It’s a weird house. It’s a mid century modern home. 3 stories, 3000 sq ft. 3 brdrm, 3 bath, plus entertainment room upstairs and extremely big open living room with windows from the ceiling to the floor. 2 dining rooms. Balcony on top that curves around the side of the house. Very small backyard tho it’s ok. Plus lots of other things. So I’m excited. Weirdly it’s go palm trees in front too.

Anyway.

I’m just so tired of this place. I wish we could just leave tomorrow and goto this new place but I know we can’t do it like that. I just hate this place. There’s so much wrong in here both with renters rights and just in general and it’s roaches from next door neighbors apartments coming in here and rats. Rust everywhere. It floods here every single time it rains and they won’t fix it. Spring was a nightmare it flooded all the way into our living room. Just so much. I wanna get out. We saw roaches the first day we moved in so it’s not just us.
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Old Sep 17, 2021, 05:46 PM
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I’m watching Pokémon on the Pokémon TV app on my Nintendo Switch. The diamond and pearl series. I can’t wait till the game remakes and the new one coming out. The remakes will be out in November!! It’s so close.

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Old Sep 17, 2021, 06:15 PM
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Hopefully tomorrow I'll get to vape. I don't even know if I can make it to the lobby. But supposedly we get to resume tomorrow.
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Old Sep 17, 2021, 06:37 PM
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Eating cereal, but with oat milk.
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Old Sep 17, 2021, 06:41 PM
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So the banana bread tastes really good. I’m excited to give my sister some on Sunday

I just did some yoga. Tomorrow I’ve got to clean

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Old Sep 17, 2021, 07:04 PM
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I might try making chocolate chip pumpkin bread at the end of next month for Halloween
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Old Sep 17, 2021, 07:26 PM
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Super hyped for Autumn!!!
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Old Sep 17, 2021, 07:35 PM
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Hey guys. Feeling yucky af. Covid Positive. Got a monoclonal antibody infusion today. Wear ur mask. Get vaccinated. This is no joke.
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Old Sep 17, 2021, 08:13 PM
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So sorry junkDNA.....hope you feel better soon. HUGS Kit
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Old Sep 18, 2021, 08:00 AM
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I started a few online courses but my sister was like "Focus on one thing" and I was having a dissociative DP/DR episode and she made me feel so ashamed. People want me to figure out what to do immediately. They don't seem to understand that I was in a coma for almost a decade.

Ah I'm sorry. It's hard - I understand. I totally get it because people have their agendas as to what they want me to do, too, i.e., "get a job" - "you're too old to not have a job" - "you should have it all figured out by now" - etc., etc. ad nauseam.
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Old Sep 18, 2021, 08:03 AM
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Ah I'm sorry. It's hard - I understand. I totally get it because people have their agendas as to what they want me to do, too, i.e., "get a job" - "you're too old to not have a job" - "you should have it all figured out by now" - etc., etc. ad nauseam.

Oh and on top of all that I'm supposed to have a life partner by now and also have potentially a family of my own, etc. I just have to learn how to brush it all aside.
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Hey guys. Feeling yucky af. Covid Positive. Got a monoclonal antibody infusion today. Wear ur mask. Get vaccinated. This is no joke.

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Old Sep 18, 2021, 04:33 PM
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Hope you feel better @junkDNA

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Old Sep 18, 2021, 04:34 PM
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I’m trying not to hate myself/feel guilty for eating banana bread

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I’m trying not to hate myself/feel guilty for eating banana bread

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Should never feel guilty for eating.

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Old Sep 18, 2021, 06:05 PM
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Fyi I’m eating cookies right now.......

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Old Sep 18, 2021, 06:30 PM
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Awesome, what kind? I have to learn to not be so obsessed with food and calories etc. Im working on it with my therapist. I’m not overweight to the point of having health problems as a result. Im about 10 lbs overweight exactly. That’s not too bad I guess considering the meds I’m on.

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Old Sep 18, 2021, 06:32 PM
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I’m having really bad anxiety since stopping the perphenazine. I keep thinking about/obsessing about death and worrying about whether I will wake up (be alive) each day. But I have to stay off it. I can’t continue on 3 APs, I won’t. The withdrawal effects will lessen over time.

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Old Sep 18, 2021, 06:43 PM
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Awesome, what kind? I have to learn to not be so obsessed with food and calories etc. Im working on it with my therapist. I’m not overweight to the point of having health problems as a result. Im about 10 lbs overweight exactly. That’s not too bad I guess considering the meds I’m on.

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Just chocolate chip break and bake, I’m probably about ten pounds over weight due to meds too but it stable.

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Old Sep 18, 2021, 06:44 PM
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Chicken sandwich for the win!!!!!
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Old Sep 18, 2021, 07:42 PM
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I’ve been staying up most of the day, last 3 days. Probably cuz excited about moving.
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Feel awful awful awful....
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Omg you ok???

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Old Sep 18, 2021, 08:31 PM
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Have so much on my mind lately. Idk what to do. Both positive and negative stuff. It’s overwhelming to say the least Roll Call 187Roll Call 187Roll Call 187
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Old Sep 18, 2021, 08:55 PM
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Omg you ok???

Seriously. There’s more people dying around me (acquaintances). So scared Roll Call 187
I'm okay. Rly tired of being sick. It's been a week now. It's starting to affect my mental health
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