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#77
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I am pretty good today - just went hiking yesterday with a friend. Hope everyone is doing ok. I am using my light box thing. Seems to be a good thing to do.
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#78
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Also I am terrible at following a schedule. Any tips?
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#79
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Actually I figured something out re the schedule. I set alarms for every hour of the day (while I should be awake, not during the night). And I am just going to keep myself accountable in that way.
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#80
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I woke up feeling great. I had a good sleep =]
Not sure if I accidentally took a double dose of my morning meds. I worked from 9am-12:30pm. It was good. I spent a lot of the time learning about Timothy Leary through podcasts with one ear bud in. I'm gonna take a break and then start searching cryptos ^- |
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#81
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#82
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#83
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Up to 53 pages in my story now. Lot of editing and tweaking to do. But today I feel like I accomplished a lot. I added poetry as well, but I'm not sure how great it is. Still, its placed well if anything. After this week I have 9 days in a row off. during this time Ill find a new apartment somewhere and get the ball rolling. Stay there for a year and see what opens up for me job wise since a part of my student debt will be paid off and I can receive my degree finally. I have an Idea which direction I will want to go in. Maybe something to do with books, other than writing them myself of course.
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#84
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I haven’t been able to get an iced jug of Starbucks mocha for two weeks now. The coffee shortage is real.
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#85
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I only had 1 cup of coffee so far today. I normally have 6-7. I’m trying to cut back. So I might have 1 or 2 more today but then that’s it. I want to make caffeinated coffee a 1-2 time a week thing instead of 7 cups a day everyday.
It’s raining and I love it. It’s gonna rain all day tomorrow too. It’s probably from that hurricane, I’m in upstate NY so not close enough to the coast for there to really be any damage but just a lot of rain today and tomorrow. I played some ukulele today. Put up a video of me playing on Facebook. Happy with my progress. Probably going to practice a lot tomorrow to calm me down while I wait for the possible inspection. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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#86
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I didn’t know there was a coffee shortage, I usually just buy coffee grounds and instant coffee though. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#87
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I’m not sure when the full extent will kick in but it frosted in Brazil I guess and there are also supply chain issues. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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#88
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I realized I lost all motivation for the last month. Since I found out I was pregnant. I’ve literally done nothing but stay in bed and sleep and staying in the bathroom getting sick or other stuff.
I’ve barely eaten etc But the motivation is I think just a side effect of all these side effects. Cuz all of this how I’m feeling is cuz of pregnancy. I can barely eat and keep food down. I’m ready for this appt Tuesday but honestly I’m just ready for this thing to come out. And I’m only 7 weeks today ![]()
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#89
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You’ve had like a zillion appointments that takes a lot of motivation...... Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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#90
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True I wanna say “idk what’s wrong” but it’s pregnancy but I’m wondering idk *why* my attention is no longer drawn to what I WAS doing but rather to my now future baby.
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#91
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Perhaps an obsession now with my child
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#92
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Dude there are seasons in life...you don’t now love what you did as a two year old, you have entered a new phase and focus. These things happen as you grow.
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#93
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I need to.. lie down..
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#94
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Soooo true ![]()
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#95
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I'm working on my body image so I can stop hating my body
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#96
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I'm wondering about death.. And that I could die at any moment.. Maybe tomorrow, next year, before age 30.. And I'm very interested in the dreams that I've been having. My dreams are out of control crazy, bringing me into dimensions related to my past, encrypted, encoded with meaning..
I love meaning.. Metaphors, transmissions into my mind.. My consciousness. I want to preserve my consciousness and live in a delusion, escaping from this reality and become eternal. Suicide isn't a good thing.. I need to complete immortality within this life.. But I'm afraid that I don't have enough time. I stumbled upon the Tibetan Book of the Dead.. But on reddit, people say that it's too heavy for beginners - Although I wonder if I'd understand a good amount from my trip wisdom.. But I better not. So I will pretend that I'm going to live for 1-2 years.. I will read the books that I would read if that were to be true.. I will find them - But I'm tired.. Very tired. I'll sleep on this today. There's "The Tibetan Yogas of Dream and Sleep".. Or any books about preparing for death and about dreams.. I will search on Reddit.. I'm gonna update my most crazy dream in the summer of 2017 after the MDMA.. I will keep copies of it.. As I might lose it |
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#97
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#98
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My apartment was one of the random 8 chosen for the inspection, it went well and was over with quickly!!!
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#99
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When radiation safety chose “randomly” it was always our lab because we used the most dangerous stuff and were super clean and organized. I wonder if they “randomly” chose you because you’re among the best as well.
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#100
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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