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Default Sep 25, 2021 at 11:36 AM
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I may be able to budget for some new clothes next month. I think I'm going to get:
2 argyle vest sweaters (one pink and one green)
1 white collared dress shirt (to wear under the argyle vest sweaters)
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Default Sep 25, 2021 at 04:58 PM
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My mom was talking about this with my dad. I got sicker and sicker, more reckless, impulsive, etc but my mom said that I'm smart and know that I like my freedom. My treatment team mentioned for my mom to be my conservator but she never did..


I made a joint bank account with my mom but that's it. I'm happy to have freedom. If I didn't have the freedom, I'd be hopelessly depressed or start becoming manipulative.


A psychiatrist also wanted me to take the Invega injection as a community treatment order - That would have ****ed me up too but my outpatient psychiatrist said no. So if I do stop my injection, the cops have no right to take me to the hospital.


I've managed to do well with things like this.
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Default Sep 25, 2021 at 05:26 PM
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Well, smoking started up again yesterday, so that's nice. I only have money for one Coke so I guess I'll get one tomorrow. I hope to God they're not going to keep quarantining us going forward.
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Default Sep 25, 2021 at 05:38 PM
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I need a benzo. Feel really panicky. I have no pills. A Coke might help but I only have money for one this weekend.

They're economising here and giving us smaller portions. The coffee cups are only maybe five ounces now.
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Default Sep 25, 2021 at 05:40 PM
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The change pouch in my sweater pocket was stolen. It had at least $2 in change.
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Doing fine tonight - just submitted an entry for a translation contest, we'll see how that goes. I am hoping I win. I need business.

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Default Sep 26, 2021 at 09:58 AM
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I rarely drink soda but when I do I get it as a treat, and I always get regular Coke, not diet or anything. I went downstairs to the vending machine, they were out of regular Coke so I decided to give diet Coke a try, I've never had it before, I mainly got it because it was the only thing with caffeine in it. There were other options that I like, like sprite, Canada Dry ginger ale, and Fanta but none of them have caffeine.

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Default Sep 26, 2021 at 10:40 AM
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I posted a video of me playing Silent night on my ukulele on Facebook

I had to record the video like 7 times. I kept getting nervous and messing up and having to restart. It’s not that difficult of a song, but I get nervous being recorded

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I posted a video of me playing Silent night on my ukulele on Facebook

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I feel the same when I make a recording of something. I used to be able to just power through it, but I think I get overly anxious these days when making stuff like that. Good job though, that's cool.

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I feel the same when I make a recording of something. I used to be able to just power through it, but I think I get overly anxious these days when making stuff like that. Good job though, that's cool.

Thanks, did you ever buy a ukulele? I think I recall you talking about getting one at some point

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Thanks, did you ever buy a ukulele? I think I recall you talking about getting one at some point

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Yeah I bought one. I hardly ever play it though...

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I posted a video of me playing Silent night on my ukulele on Facebook

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Inspired me to listen to a few uke albums again.....

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I feel bad, I have heartburn from my meds and acid reflux and on top of that I'm having paranoia and am smelling things that aren't there

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I feel bad, I have heartburn from my meds and acid reflux and on top of that I'm having paranoia and am smelling things that aren't there

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Honestly, generally speaking, I've been stable lately. That is a good thing for sure.

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My mom sold my condo and owes 5k so she took it out of the 10k money that she took from me. It was the money I made from working in retail. So there was basically no point of working there. I suffered so much suicidal thoughts and misery while making that money. I knew she wouldn't give me my money back + I still give her 1k a month.

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My mom sold my condo and owes 5k so she took it out of the 10k money that she took from me. It was the money I made from working in retail. So there was basically no point of working there. I suffered so much suicidal thoughts and misery while making that money. I knew she wouldn't give me my money back + I still give her 1k a month.

I want to move out.

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I've emailed my therapist three times today. EEK.

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My therapist is going to see me for an extra session this week which is good because I must need the support being that I am emailing her like crazy.

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