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#576
Dec 12, 2021, 03:21 PM
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I was doing well yesterday. Today is good too.
I try to continue having days like this. Almost off of the phenibut, no weed or shroom - Just meds, vitamins, coffee and nicotine gum. I'll talk to my psychiatrist while sober, and ask him what's really up with the drugs that he's giving to me - To lower the Invega to a medium dose. Then I'll be good for another 3 months. I'm looking forward to skiing this week and then my dad and sister will come to visit for Christmas. It'll be great! Last time I was with them, I had DP/DR. I was saying really weird things and nothing felt real. I'm glad that I'm passed that. The amount of work I do for 3-5 hours is like a full 8 hour day - Then I come home, shower, do chores and then I'm ready for the day. I don't seem to be bothered by my coworker anymore - He seems nice. Maybe I was paranoid. |
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#577
Dec 12, 2021, 06:03 PM
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Anxiety....
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#578
Dec 12, 2021, 06:14 PM
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It's ok Des. It's just a passing mood.
I slept most of the day. I think I have cancer, I can barely eat anything for awhile now. I don't know when it started. 6 months ago? I can't remember. Sent from my Nokia XR20 using Tapatalk |
| Desoxyn, SlumberKitty, WastingAsparagus
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#579
Dec 12, 2021, 07:27 PM
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#580
Dec 12, 2021, 08:05 PM
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I keep buying stuff. I need to figure out why. I guess it's the holidays.
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#581
Dec 12, 2021, 08:20 PM
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I think next time I go shopping I’m going to get the stuff to make bacon cheddar fries. Just use frozen crinkle cut fries, bake then top with cheddar dip and bacon bits.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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| Angelique67, Sometimes psychotic
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#582
Dec 13, 2021, 05:38 AM
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Good morning friends
 I have my inspection today, so I'm up early. I'm gonna walk to Family Dollar after it's done so I can buy some chocolate chips for the pumpkin bread I'm making. I'm not as nervous as I normally am about the inspection, I was at first but I feel pretty calm about it right now. It will be over with quickly. Might have some avocado toast for breakfast I've been playing a lot of Rune Factory 4, it's a fun RPG. Anyway, I feel good. Very happy, present/mindful, and thankful. Excited about Christmas! 
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| SlumberKitty
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| Angelique67, Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic
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#583
Dec 13, 2021, 09:34 AM
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Inspection went well
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| SlumberKitty
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| Angelique67, Sometimes psychotic, WastingAsparagus
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#584
Dec 13, 2021, 10:09 AM
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#585
Dec 13, 2021, 10:18 AM
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Just had a bad panic attack on my walk to the store. Dissociated the entire way there and back. Idk. I think just being out in the open where there’s cars and people was overwhelming since I hadn’t been out in a few days. I was also paranoid that people were watching and laughing at me.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Desoxyn, SlumberKitty, WastingAsparagus
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#586
Dec 13, 2021, 12:59 PM
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For some reason lately I feel like people will try to steal my purse when I’m out and it makes me paranoid a bit....I think covid has made it so I’m not adjusted to being out as much. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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#587
Dec 13, 2021, 01:00 PM
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I went to cook lunch today and my package was broken..alll the way to the inside wrapping....couldn’t eat it sucks....
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#588
Dec 13, 2021, 01:52 PM
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#589
Dec 13, 2021, 01:53 PM
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I slept for only 1 hour last night and I can't even think straight today because of that.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Desoxyn, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#590
Dec 13, 2021, 02:24 PM
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Luckily I had another..... Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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#591
Dec 13, 2021, 02:32 PM
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Sorry, I missed a lot over the weekend. HUGS SP. I'm so sorry for the loss of your sister and I'm sorry things aren't going well with the BF right now. HUGS Kit
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#592
Dec 13, 2021, 02:32 PM
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Glad the inspection went well Blue_Bird! I knew you would blow them away!
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#593
Dec 13, 2021, 02:32 PM
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HUGS Everyone!
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#594
Dec 13, 2021, 02:36 PM
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#595
Dec 13, 2021, 02:40 PM
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I'm having a panic attack again. My meds are poisoning me
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#596
Dec 13, 2021, 02:56 PM
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They’re not.....can you breathe into your belly? Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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#597
Dec 13, 2021, 03:17 PM
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I just feel disconnected. I got an hour of sleep last night and I keep worrying that people are watching me in my apartment and laughing at me/talking about me. I feel like my meds are poison but I don’t know how to change that thought. I called my doctor and left a message asking if I should restart one of my meds
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Desoxyn, SlumberKitty
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#598
Dec 13, 2021, 03:31 PM
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Cps case was closed
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| Angelique67, Desoxyn, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic, WastingAsparagus
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#599
Dec 13, 2021, 04:23 PM
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Two "lows" for me. The guy I like who is from Church who is escorting me to my work Christmas party "as friends" informed me yesterday he is seeing someone else from Church but that he can still go with me to the party but we can't drive together. I'm not sure I want him to go now but I would have to un-invite him. UGH.
Then I didn't get the work promotion. No one did. The owner decided she is going to fill this role for a while and save us some money. I don't know how she is going to be able to do it from NY but it's not my decision. So I am kind of bummed out about these two things. Kind of disappointed. I didn't self harm though. I texted my therapist Julieanne instead. I told her I was okay but she wants a session. Ugh. Sigh.
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Dec 13, 2021, 05:28 PM
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