Roll Call 191

Sometimes psychotic · Mar 05, 2022, 07:40 PM

Psychosis Biotypes: Replication and Validation from the B-SNIP Consortium

An article on psychosis bio types…..apparently there may not be obvi structural changes but there are circuit changes. Read about this in insels book.

Sometimes psychotic · Mar 05, 2022, 07:41 PM

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I need to die!!!

Are you ok?

12AM · Mar 05, 2022, 08:54 PM

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I'm planning on practicing ukulele a lot and drawing again regularly. Even if I'm not good them it makes me feel better. I can play some Christmas songs so far but that's about it. I will use YouTube tutorial videos and keep practicing with both ukulele and drawing and get better. Just stay persistent and work at it for years

If you want a drawing partner you can text me on Facebook

We can show what we make that day to each other and encourage each other. I can also guilt trip you if you stop drawing for a while 😈 Joking

12AM · Mar 05, 2022, 08:58 PM

I’ve been dreaming about my family, just simple stuff like going shopping with my mom or going out to eat with my sister, or watched TV with my grandma. Guess I miss them more than I realized

falcon09 · Mar 05, 2022, 09:44 PM

very paranoid tonight

Desoxyn · Mar 05, 2022, 11:31 PM

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Are you ok?

.25 kpin helped.

I go from suicidal to OK..

Tomorrow or the next day, I'll try to start an online course about pharmacology/drug science. I have decided that this is the most interesting of things.

I will try to be optimistic.

The Wellbutrin doesn't help me much. I'm not freaking out anymore though - My parents are settled today. I cried last night cuz everything was so sad, went to work in the morning upset.

Desoxyn · Mar 06, 2022, 12:07 AM

When you chronically sui u can realize that you can do anything you want

Blue_Bird · Mar 06, 2022, 12:17 AM

Woke up with my toothache really bad so took some more ibuprofen again and am drinking coffee to try to make it work faster. I am running out though so I am going to call my primary on Monday like SP said, to see if he can prescribe some more ibuprofen and antibiotics in the meantime until I can get a dentist appointment

Blue_Bird · Mar 06, 2022, 12:23 AM

I've had kidney stones before, where the pain from them actually made me throw up, and I would rather deal with that pain than this tooth pain

Blue_Bird · Mar 06, 2022, 12:30 AM

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Originally Posted by 12AM

If you want a drawing partner you can text me on Facebook

We can show what we make that day to each other and encourage each other. I can also guilt trip you if you stop drawing for a while 😈 Joking

That would be great, I'd love that, thanks!

Desoxyn · Mar 06, 2022, 12:49 AM

My mom says that I'm more lucid today. I feel better rn.

junkDNA · Mar 06, 2022, 01:08 AM

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Family dollar was fully stocked with canned cat food today! Which is unusual because it's been so hard to find canned cat food with the COVID shipping problems and aluminum can shortage. So I grabbed 7 cans for Miss Mustachio to have as a treat now and then. (she eats dried food everyday). I'm gonna give her half a can later. She's gonna enjoy that.

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I've noticed this too about wet cat food. Boby loves fancy feast and I give him 1 can for dinner when I get home. He has a bowl full of crunchies all the time which he grazes on. He's cuddling w me right now.

junkDNA · Mar 06, 2022, 01:09 AM

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Thank you

It seemed one ibuporofen wasn't doing anything so I tried taking two and I got some relief. Hopefully tomorrow I can get in to be seen and get some antibiotics if I need them and some prescription strength/higher dose ibuprofen from my dentist

You can take up to 800 mg ibuprofen. Also taking that and then 4 hours later taking 200mg tylenol can really help with pain when you alternate them

junkDNA · Mar 06, 2022, 01:10 AM

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I wonder if I can take 2 more ibuprofens. I took 1 last night, one this morning, 2 around 2:30pm today. It's 9:40pm and the tooth pain is back and really bad. But I don't want to take too much (they're 200mg each). It says to not exceed 6 tablets in 24 hours unless directed by a doctor

I've only taken 4 so far in 24 hours. So I'm going to take 2 more then not take anything again till tomorrow evening if it's still hurting after my dentist appointment.

Idk maybe not. Maybe I'll just deal with the pain till my appointment. I'm gonna be up all night

Maybe I will take them. I just don't want to accidentally take too much of it

You can take up to 4 200 mg pills.

junkDNA · Mar 06, 2022, 01:13 AM

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Originally Posted by 12AM

I’ve been dreaming about my family, just simple stuff like going shopping with my mom or going out to eat with my sister, or watched TV with my grandma. Guess I miss them more than I realized

I've been having really vivid disturbing insane dreams. I try to forget them but they instrusively pop up during the day. I was on a medication for nightmares but it didn't work for me

junkDNA · Mar 06, 2022, 01:15 AM

Worked 5 days at my new job and get a day off tomorrow. Then I'm not off again til Friday. It's going well tho and there's Ppl I can joke around with which helps

Blue_Bird · Mar 06, 2022, 01:53 AM

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You can take up to 800 mg ibuprofen. Also taking that and then 4 hours later taking 200mg tylenol can really help with pain when you alternate them

Oh okay I didn't know that, thank you. I'll see about getting some Tylenol too then. That reminds me that when I had a toothache a long time ago my dentist prescribed a high dose of ibuprofen and Tylenol together to take at different times but I forgot about that.

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Blue_Bird · Mar 06, 2022, 04:07 AM

It's 4am. Couldn't get back to sleep.

In a couple hours I'm gonna make one of my favorite breakfasts. Scrambled eggs, Pillsbury grands biscuits w/ butter, and sausage

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Desoxyn · Mar 06, 2022, 03:58 PM

Ah yes, painful - yet euphoric, calm agitation and rhyming of every one of my thoughts and also lip singing in the mirror. I can see how people can make good songs. There's a certain energy that can be tapped into. I wonder if beat boxers have trauma.

Once you have discovered many keys to the universe - and I'm only scratching the surface.

Desoxyn · 04:13 PM

"Don't worry! There's always things to do my friend"

**** him.

My moms ex had a really high IQ and that's what makes things so much worse.

lol..

Blue_Bird · Mar 06, 2022, 05:02 PM

Having a slight panic attack

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Blue_Bird · Mar 06, 2022, 05:11 PM

Got 2 hours of sleep last night. I feel like the abilify is killing me. I just feel scared of my meds today.

Maybe eating something will help. Idk. The only actual food I ate after breakfast at 6:30am was a rice cake w/ peanut butter around 2pm and applesauce.

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Blue_Bird · 05:54 PM

I'm calling my primary care doctor tomorrow morning and seeing if he can prescribe the ibuprofen and antibiotics in the meantime until I can get a dental appointment. Hopefully he can do that. I think he's only in the office on Wednesdays though. Even eating something really soft like macaroni and cheese hurts

I hope he doesn't say no he can't do that and that I need to see my dentist for that. I've been trying to get an appointment and am continuing to try.

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Desoxyn · Mar 06, 2022, 06:14 PM

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Having a slight panic attack

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Sorry BB.. I hope you feel better (Not have so many panic attacks). It gets better with the right meds and proper coping/fixing mechanisms.

See the in between parts that are good - Use them to crawl out of the terror. I really believe that you can do it...... Much love.

Blue_Bird · Mar 06, 2022, 06:40 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

Sorry BB.. I hope you feel better (Not have so many panic attacks). It gets better with the right meds and proper coping/fixing mechanisms.

See the in between parts that are good - Use them to crawl out of the terror. I really believe that you can do it...... Much love.

Thank you

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