Roll Call 191

I will do some plein air painting once the weather is warmer. Researching on how to do that now

The dentist had no openings today either So I have to walk there tomorrow morning and be there by 8:30 if I want a walk-in appointment, their doors open at 9am

I'm doing 40 days without coffee for Lent. And also no sugary drinks

paliperidone sedates me

Tears of the world are shedding

Both of my parents are fighting

It's upsetting as ****. They both drink.

clozapine makes me so tired

been playing elden ring and old school runescape, fun games and a good distraction.

Elden Ring looks good. I've been playing a lot of Pokémon Legends Arceus and also The Witcher 3

I'm staying up tonight because I'm scared of sleeping too late tomorrow and missing my chance to see the dentist. I need to get this taken care of. So I'm gonna head out at 7:45am, it's a long walk. They said to try to be there by around 8:30 for a better chance of getting seen. So I'm gonna make sure I'm the first person there. After I see the dentist I'm gonna go to CVS and pick up my meds and any prescriptions they prescribe like antibiotics. Then I'm gonna stop at the diner down the street to get some takeout for a reward for finally making myself go to the dentist.

I am positively ****ing furious. I woke up early, walked there, stood in line for 30 minutes. Then they took like 5 people for dental appointments and said they had no more available so everyone else including me had to leave.

I’m about ready to ask my care manager if she can help me find a new dentist. I’m sick of this ****ing clinic. It’s impossible to get seen there ever. Never mind this is the only dentist in my area that accepts my insurance of course

Sorry to hear. As a fellow tooth sufferer I recommend higher doses of ibuprofen, and vodka or rum as a deadening mouth wash.

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Bluebird…if you just want ibuprofen ask your primary care doc to prescribe.

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I have ibuprofen but my tooth is probably infected and needs antibiotics. I also am due for an exam anyway and need fillings

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They can give you antibiotics too…don’t spend the weekend in pain when you can be treated…..

My doctor's office isn't open on Saturdays but I'll call Monday and have him prescribe some. I took 2 ibuprofen earlier and it helped

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I need to die!!!

There's something wrong with me

I feel spacey cuz of the phenibut nvm

Edit: I'll drink a coffee. **** I'm so scared.

I haven't drawn in 3 years and decided to start drawing again. Well, my drawing looks like crap compared to how it used to look

Crazy anxiety man. I'm stopping the wellbutrin. I knew this would happen.

Hope you feel better!

I got 8,595 steps in today. I've been feeling pretty motivated and less paranoid. I am leaving my apartment more often and not worrying about weird things like people trying to get me kicked out, talking about me, and laughing at me.. I've been using the treadmill most days, walking outside too. Finally returned some massively overdue library books. I took a shower tonight. I'm feeling inspired. I think the abilify increase is helping a lot with the paranoia.

I'm planning on practicing ukulele a lot and drawing again regularly. Even if I'm not good them it makes me feel better. I can play some Christmas songs so far but that's about it. I will use YouTube tutorial videos and keep practicing with both ukulele and drawing and get better. Just stay persistent and work at it for years