Roll Call 193

I’ll be going into work shorty…have a presentation tonight eek!

You'll do great!!

We lost power for a bit at work today but it came back on and I was able to get my computer back up and running. So that's good.

I think I am starting to get a migraine though.

My mom found another lump (Not sure if it's cancer yet). We're likely moving back to the prairies.

I don't know what is happening. I see my mom stressed out all of the time. I'm helpless - She's much stronger than me.

My mom is drunk and is acting really strange. She says she's OK but I don't think she is.

Hopefully the morning is better.

We were talking about heart conditions. Her friend told me to get an echo. I don't want one. I don't want to know.

I'm not OK. No one is OK. I hope you guys are somewhat OK at least..

Getting on the treadmill in a few minutes.

My apartment building is supposed to be having the Memorial Day celebration today, not sure what time though they didn’t specify. Guess I’ll ask the front desk when I’m downstairs getting the mail later. Probably sometime in the afternoon. There’s gonna be music, food, and games.

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I decided I’m getting my nose re-pierced for my birthday next weekend. (It used to be pierced but lost the jewelry several years ago and it ended up closing)

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It's going to be a long day at work. It's only 8:30 AM and I am out of work to do. Hmmm. Maybe I will go home early.

I think I am going to ask my parents for black and white slip on checkered Vans for my birthday and some Bath and Body Works body wash.

Today is the one year anniversary of the day that I lost my sweet beloved cat Esther. I loved that cat. I miss her everyday.

I'm glad I have Helen Rose and Amelia to keep me company.

My coworker is going to get me some coffee. I hope it doesn't upset my stomach....

Gah! Work is so boring today. I keep redoing my budget for the year. Like my personal one. So that is kind of fun but there's only so many times I can redo it.

I hung out at my friends apartment today (she lives in the building) and I also just got back from our buildings cookout. It was a lot of fun. I got sooo badly sunburnt though. I forgot to put sunscreen on and was in direct sunlight for over two hours, my arms are bright red

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I'm glad you had fun Blue_Bird! Sorry about the sunburn though!

Called the tattoo place down the street to check on their price for nose piercings. $60 for the piercing including jewelry. Getting it within the next week. They take walk-ins.

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I just rubbed an ice cube over my arms till it completely melted. My arms are so itchy and hurt from the sunburn

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I’m in my room under the blankets with one of my cats hanging out with me. Too much social stimulation today. Being outside with people for hours, in bright sunlight, etc.

I’m kind of worn out too because I’ve worked out for about 1 and a half hours everyday for three days straight

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I have an appointment with my psych NP tomorrow. Going to see if she can lower my zoloft. Haven’t seen her in two months. I’m doing well though

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I'm debating on whether I should ask my psych if I could come off the thorazine. I don't know. I mean I sleep okay on it but like I want to lose this weight I've gained. But then again the abilify is probably the weight gain one because she said the older APs like Thorazine are fairly weight neutral, so IDK. I know I'm gonna ask to lower my zoloft because I'm on 200mg of that and I haven't been depressed in so long

I'm working hard to lose the weight but I'm impatient with it

Appointment is in about 40 minutes. Think I might just stay on what I'm on since I've been feeling so good lately

I might take today off exercising. I did weight exercises today, I just mean a day off the treadmill. I want to get on it but at the same time I have my period and kind of feel like taking a day off it. I can get back on it tomorrow, I'm sure 1 day off won't hurt me

Had a good appointment with her. She said she’s proud of me for doing things to keep myself healthy mentally and physically. We’re keeping the meds the same. She’s really surprised and happy at how well I’m still doing compared to how unstable I was for so long

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This is so good to hear, Blue_Bird!

This is the sage that I'll use for my moms old house. Many very bad things have happened there (My moms ex, meth prostitute renters, my bad trip for example..)

There are bad energies there for sure..

I bought the sage in an indigenous store with my real dad.. So these things are significant...