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Old Jan 17, 2024, 11:52 PM
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Here’s some screenshots from tonight. I beat the first big boss on the first try. Super excited to play more.
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Old Jan 18, 2024, 01:20 AM
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Listening to an audiobook, it’s a biography of Mozart. It’s called Mozart: Reign of Love by Jan Swafford
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Old Jan 18, 2024, 02:11 AM
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Still having a lot of sinus pressure and random leftover effects of having had Covid like gastro intestinal stuff… also I get worn out really easily physically. Maybe it will take a little longer to be 100% than I thought. I’m over the bulk of the symptoms now though.

Fever, cough, congestion, body aches and headache are all gone now, they lasted 5 days. Now I’m having the other random stuff the past two days.
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Old Jan 18, 2024, 02:21 AM
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I just tested again, I’m still positive for it
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Old Jan 18, 2024, 09:43 AM
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Well I rescheduled my appointment. So I’m stuck in my apartment for another day at least. I’m probably gonna wait till Tuesday then test again to see if it’s negative so I know whether I’ll be able to go to nyc next Thursday. I’m gonna be pissed if I have to miss it
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Old Jan 18, 2024, 09:55 AM
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I’m trying not to spread Covid around my building so I’ve just been staying in my apartment since last Wednesday when I started having symptoms then when I tested positive last Friday. And I tested positive still today. I’m getting sick of being inside especially since I feel quite a bit better but I don’t want to be spreading it around my building by leaving my apartment. So yeah just been inside driving myself nuts. There’s too many old people who live in my building. And people with health issues. I can’t be giving people Covid. If it knocked me on my *** at as a healthy 29 year old I can’t imagine what it’d do to an older person or someone with health issues.
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Old Jan 18, 2024, 09:57 AM
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I fee kind of guilty because I feel like I’m being lazy or something from laying around my apartment the past week playing videogames and doing whatever and not being productive like I normally try to be
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Old Jan 18, 2024, 10:14 AM
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Anyway… I’m listening to this audiobook. It’s really really good. It’s a biography of Mozart. I’m only 2 hours in and it’s like a 30 hour audiobook. I’m really enjoying it so far. It’s so interesting. I want to read or listen to this authors biography of Beethoven when I finish this one, they’re really. I don’t typically listen to audiobooks , I usually just read regularly but I got a free trial to audible so thought I’d try it out and this is really good and it’s really enjoyable being able to paint or draw while listening to an audiobook. I painted miniatures for one of my tabletop rpg boardgames for a couple hours this morning while listening to this.
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Old Jan 18, 2024, 10:44 AM
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Bluebird it usually takes ten days to test negative
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Old Jan 18, 2024, 11:32 AM
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Bluebird it usually takes ten days to test negative
I’ll test again on Tuesday
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Old Jan 19, 2024, 02:17 PM
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Finally feeling 100% better.
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Old Jan 19, 2024, 02:32 PM
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Finally feeling 100% better.

I’m glad!

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Old Jan 19, 2024, 08:33 PM
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how have you been?
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Old Jan 19, 2024, 08:35 PM
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how have you been?

I’ve been good! Trying to get back to the gym and eating good. Not drinking and just hanging out. Getting back to crocheting. Almost done making pot holders then going to make a dog blanket.

Not much else happening with me really.

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Old Jan 19, 2024, 08:38 PM
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I feel absolute rage lately. Like almost constantly angry and irritable and pissed off for literally zero reason. Idk why. I’m sick of it, I just feel so damn angry all the time. I took my propranolol tonight because I need something to stop this. Idk if that will do anything. It’s a beta blocker used for anxiety. I’ve been missing doses of my regular daily meds here and there. Normally I take abilify, Zoloft, and trileptal in the mornings , then Thorazine and trileptal at night. But I miss doses pretty frequently. Idk if that could possibly be why I’m so angry
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Old Jan 19, 2024, 08:39 PM
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I’ve been good! Trying to get back to the gym and eating good. Not drinking and just hanging out. Getting back to crocheting. Almost done making pot holders then going to make a dog blanket.

Not much else happening with me really.

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That’s awesome!

I want to learn how to crochet so much, I have all the supplies I just need to actually work at learning it
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Old Jan 19, 2024, 08:42 PM
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I have been painting my miniature figures though. Basically just been putting base coats on all of them which is time consuming and nice to do while I’m listening to an audiobook or music. Then I’ll have to actually paint all of them. There’s a lot of them and it’s really detail oriented so it’s gonna take me a long time.
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Old Jan 19, 2024, 08:49 PM
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Just want to mention that Dennys Oreo shakes are amazing. I had them a month ago and they were so good. I mainly got them because I was really hungry and Dennys was the only place that would deliver at 4am. Man was it delicious. I might order from there again when I get my tax return just to splurge. I got their grand slam breakfast, a slice of NY cheesecake, and a 2 pack of oreo milkshakes. That’s right a two pack of Oreo milkshakes. Lol they probably thought I was some hungover person ordering at that time of day but I just couldn’t sleep and wanted something good to eat
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Old Jan 19, 2024, 08:54 PM
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I can’t wait till my NYC trip Thursday! I have to be ready by 6am cause we’re heading out at 6am. The breakfast is from 9:30am to 10:30am. My first time being in NYC! It’s around Greenwich village. I’m excited!
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Old Jan 19, 2024, 11:27 PM
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Mustachio chilling in my violin case lol
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Old Jan 21, 2024, 10:05 AM
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I slept for 11 1/2 hours last night. Really needed it because I hadn’t slept in around 40 hours.

Today I’m mostly just practicing violin. I have a violin lesson tonight at 7pm.

I might attempt to clean my apartment some or I might do it tomorrow. Probably tomorrow.

Other than that listening to the Mozart audiobook and watching some anime. Might draw a bit. Will probably play games with and watch Naruto with my bf later.
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I feel awful today. I don't know what it is. Just feel like I don't get along with anyone.
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Old Jan 21, 2024, 07:41 PM
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Had a great violin lesson
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Old Jan 21, 2024, 08:19 PM
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I feel awful today. I don't know what it is. Just feel like I don't get along with anyone.

I was feeling terrible too for a while a lot of it was my diet…eating healthier really helped

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Good morning. About to study music theory for an hour and do exercises in my music theory workbook. Then I’m gonna start learning a song from the anime Naruto on ukulele. Also gonna walk to the library later to return some books. Then have board game/art day in the community room this afternoon. Then will shower, meditate, journal and practice violin. That’s my plans for today. I’ve been trying to meditate everyday. For at least 30 min.

Tomorrow I have my volunteer shift with the cat rescue.

Wednesday I pretty much have the day to do whatever. So I’ll probably be cleaning, practicing violin and ukulele , watching shows and playing videogames and reading.

Then Thursday I have my NYC trip! Super excited.
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