Roll Call 202

Hugs……get paxlovid…..

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What is it

I need a sunrise in the dark
Show me
what the world is running from
Lately

A relative had it starting in November and is still trying to recover. An optimistic attitude can make all the difference. Hugs, Blue_Bird.

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I should add that the relative is much older than you. So don't worry, you'll get over it and be fine.

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My phone is exhausting. Trying to figure things out is so hard. I have so much confusion. I can't login to Twitter either. They were asking about an account I haven't used for a long time. That's why the password didn't work. I'm getting sleepy. My sprained finger is so swollen I'm wearing my ring on it. It's a little loose but it's okay. I will go to sleep soon. I'm in battery heaven. The battery in this phone is amazing. It takes twenty minutes or more for the battery to
Move by 1%.

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Good morning. Laying here on the couch binge watching the anime Black Clover. Might play some more of the first Kingdom Hearts videogame if I can get the energy too. Will probably read a lot today too. Other than that just rest. My head feels like its a balloon. I rescheduled my violin lesson. It's over zoom but I don't even remotely have the energy to sit up or play violin.

My goal is to play through all of the Kingdom Hearts games. There's like 10 of them. So it's probably gonna take me a couple years. But I've always wanted to play them so I'm excited to get into them. I'm also playing some other games

Glad your battery is good. There’s nothing more frustrating than a phone battery that drains fast. I currently have an iPhone 12 which I got almost a year ago. Its battery is still doing okay. I do plan on getting the battery replaced someday when it needs it rather than upgrading to a new phone because it’s just too expensive to be upgrading all the time especially with iPhones. Maybe in like 3-4 years I’ll upgrade to whatever the most recent one is at that time. But for now I’m good with my iPhone 12. I’m still making monthly payments on it anyway. Next time when I get a new phone I’ll try to just buy it outright. I hope you get used to your new phone soon! It always takes some time to get used to a new one

Yes, I'm glad your phone battery is still ok. I still want to get a new battery in my XR20. Somehow when I woke up on Thursday the light went out on the screen. So I couldn't refer back to my notes on it. So it was the motog or nothing! I don't mind the defects because of the incredible battery. I've never had one like this before.

I hope your energy picks up! It sucks to be sick.

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I feel super congested, can’t breath out my nose and have a cough but other than that I’m not as tired and don’t have a headache now and my entire body isn’t aching like it was. I also think I don’t have a fever anymore. Also my health metrics on my Fitbit look better today. Only one was out of personal range. Compared to two days ago , 3 things were out of personal range. I still feel like crap but I think I’m getting better

Glad I got all the vaccines

I feel on the verge of tears and also have really bad anxiety right now. I don’t even know why.

My sister brought me some maximum strength mucinex cold and flu capsules for the congestion. I took some about an hour ago

I feel a lot better. Still congested some. But feel 90% better today.

The doctor said there's likely nothing wrong with my heart but booked an echocardiogram anyways to ease my heart OCD.

Trying to recover from very dark thoughts. Got the Invega Trinza injection today.

Applied to some jobs

Feeling better today.

I had a weird dream of being kidnapped (In Mexico - Cuz a train was blocking us off on a map in the desert), with my sister.. brother etc.. I sent a text (To my mom - About the GPS location).. We were in a house by the ocean.. Lots of cliffs and such.. It was a nice vacation (Horrifying for anyone else)... I always know I'm in a dream (But I don't care, and continue 50%).

There was a big Mexican guy - He was a apart of the cartel (I liked him) - He did some magic, and formed a giant invisible box above the ocean (When it was night time), and it hovered into the depths of space, aligned with a cluster of stars, and it shook them, merged with them - They exploded and got replaced - All different colours..

Dresses floated up to the shore - I took them and shook them, and giant magic pearls came out of all 3 of them, making a train intersection - All the kidnappers got transported and flew/hovered to the intersection, and the dream ended.

All my other symptoms are completely gone but today I started having gastrointestinal stuff going on. Idk if that’s from having Covid or unrelated though

Can't wait for "Disease X", something never mentioned in medical books past decades until now..

If the echocardiogram is bad, I can't be medicated for ADHD - But if it's good? Then I get to exercise as much as I want!

Since I’m a tenant of the year nominee I get to go to have breakfast and get a certificate with my name on it in NYC next week with all the other nominees in the New York region. It’s like a 2 /12 hour drive there and a 2 1/2 hour drive back. My program manager here is gonna drive me and go with me. I’ve never been to NYC before even though I’m from NY and live in NY. So I’m excited.

Awesome!!! Have fun

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Too bad I don't still live there! Have fun!

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Yo everyone sorry for the hiatus. I am doing fine I guess. I am in a dbt therapy group here in Argentina where I live. I really think it helps but sometimes I get impulses to contact my therapist back in the USA. Anyway, the therapists down here really don't like when I do that. I was just wondering if it's a normal impulse to have. I mean it sounds fine, right? I don't know. I am just thinking out loud.

It feels sometimes as well as if the therapists are controlling my life which is truly a terrible thing if you stop and think about it. They are really into behaviorism which I think is a load of baloney if you ask me. Behaviorism makes no sense. I think it has been disproven anyway that it doesn't really work. And they use like the reward system which is in a sense pretty cynical for therapists to do. I find it's really stupid. Anyway. Rant over.

My bf and I are playing through the Kingdom Hearts games starting with the first, there’s like 10 games I think. Anyway, it’s my first time playing them , I’ve always wanted to play them. We’re each playing them on our own systems while we FaceTime each other and talk while playing our games.