6 months

and i swear to god thats it. tonight is different.

i asked for someones %#@&#! help and i couldnt get it. see? see what happens when you actually do reach out? wow isnt that nice. people always say you can talk to me, blah blah blah its all bull. nobody really wants to deal with anyone else and their problems, they just say that so incase something happens they can say "i told them they could talk to me!"

whatever

((((((((((hereiam))))))))))))

whats going on? talk to us.. I'm so sorry you are feeling so hurt.

I think that this is something that people have to deal w/ on a continuous basis.... trying to reach out for help, hoping someone will be there....and if they're not everything seems to fall apart. and no, you're right, it's not okay. I'm sorry that whoever you asked for help wasn't there for you... but don't let one person or even several people dictate how good or bad you're doing.... not everyone is like that. There ARE people out there who want to listen, who care, who can help.... the forums here are a wonderful example of that. I know it's frustrating though... can you try someome else??? sometimes people just don't "get it"... I do find though that if someone says they're busy I tend not to push or if they don't get it right away or "guess" what's up I associate all of that w/ them not being there for me.. but my point is maybe try being more specific to that you need help and why and w/ what (I'm just suggesting...)? (((hugs))) sorry things are so frustrating for you...

hereiam...you can talk to me if you like. I've been a cutter for the last 13 years and am still going. I have a lot of experience and would really like to help you out in your time of need.

i didnt do it, i was having a bad night. im still bout 6 months without it. thanks, guys. sorry for getting all overdramatic about it, it just seemed like such a big deal at the time.

(((((((hereiam))))))))