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Apr 24, 2006, 06:07 AM
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No real SI until a month or so ago
Since...late last year No1 child out of control Broke her bedroom window tonight (6yo) Can't stop the SI now Over and over in the same places More and more scars Don't feel the hurt, altho that is why I do it So it really isn't very effective Come to a dead end road Searching for a path to lead me out Hoping one day things will get easier But can't see the light at the end of that tunnel yet Just need to feel the physical pain So I keep on trying to... One of these times I might...
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Apr 24, 2006, 12:15 PM
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(((((((((((((((((irish)))))))))))))))))
Please be safe hon! I know sometimes it really seems like there is no light at the end of the tunnel, just because we can not see it yet. It is there, it just takes more searching. HUGS Cher
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Apr 24, 2006, 06:14 PM
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It's just that every corner I turn there is something else going wrong- I an feel the custody of no1 daughter slipping away with every step I take. After smashing her bedroom window she stayed with her father last night (I was ok with that) and today she is with her respite carers. At some stage cps are going to take note that every time she does something wrong at home, or loses control of herself, she ends up staying away. They also base their decisions on no2's safety- a major issue at the moment. Too much. And we keep having public holidays so nothing can really be sorted out yet- everyone that matters has gone on leave. Arghhhhhh. Why do I keep babbling on and on?!?! I did have a really positive time with no1 yesterday- movie then mcdonalds then park- where she began misbehaving...But anyway, I need to feel the physical pain of my emotions, which I have buried so deep, and even when I SI I can't- I dissociate so easily...
  I'll quit now!!! Too much babble about nothing. You can use it as a distraction maybe?!?!- read irish's nonsensical post!!! lol
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Apr 24, 2006, 06:16 PM
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Not nonsensical, you make a lot of sense. Really!
I'm sorry that things are so bad right now, take care of yourself and I hope things work out/turn better soon. Hugs!
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Apr 24, 2006, 09:56 PM
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irish dont quit!
Talk! Talk! Talk! I would rather you fill up three message boards than feel badly. Im listening! |
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Apr 24, 2006, 10:56 PM
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I agree with Rainbow! Talk away hon!!!
((((((((((((irish)))))))))))))
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