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Old Jun 18, 2006, 10:37 PM
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So can I? Please? I've been good for a while, so it makes up for it, right?

Just making excuses...I feel blaaaaaaahhhh.

Sorry.
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Old Jun 18, 2006, 11:06 PM
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What's triggering you to cut? Cutting won't solve your problems, it will only make them worse.

Please don't cut yourself.

It's great that you've been able to resist cutting. You can keep it up. I think it's great how you recognize that you're making excuses. There are no good excuses to cut.
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Old Jun 18, 2006, 11:24 PM
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no don't. You are worth not doing this self harm. I hope you are ok for tonight and will TC of yourself I Wanna..
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Old Jun 19, 2006, 09:18 PM
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Im okay for now, but going back to work and taking knives. I work at Subway, sammich shop, not the trains. We've got too many knives, about 100...so every few months they give them away and we take them home..so I'll get some then, and then I dont know....
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Old Jun 20, 2006, 02:06 AM
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iwanna i wanna i wanna I Wanna..
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Your memory is a monster; you forget - it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you.

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Old Jun 20, 2006, 07:27 AM
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I hope you made it through the rest of the night without cutting. I am sorry you are feeling so bad that you . think you need to. Please try and be safe. I know how hard that can be sometimes.
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Old Jun 20, 2006, 10:07 AM
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Well I didnt cut, so thats good, but I found a different way to hurt myself now, and thats not good.

What is it, one step forward, three steps back?
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Old Jun 20, 2006, 03:44 PM
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That's the way it seems to go sometimes. We have to cope somehow, so if we don't do one thing, we'll find something else. The trick is to stop using coping mechanisms that don't solve the problem and have the potential to make things worse, and instead to be proactive and deal with what is making you feel bad in a productive way. That could be by talking about it, or maybe you can get an idea how you could make it better.

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Old Jun 24, 2006, 05:00 AM
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safe hugs to you if ok...

i understand so well right now.. please know you are in my thoughts.. am thinking of you and hope you are ok..

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