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Aug 30, 2006, 07:02 PM
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I worry that after 10 years of struggling with this (more struggles than times of victory) that I'll never win.
I hate that I'm terrified that my shirt will ride up any at all, and that on hot summer days that I'm unable to wear shorts or sleeveless shirts. I hate that every morning when I wake up my first thought is making sure everything that needs covered is covered before I get up. I hate that I feel like I'll never be able to beat this I hate that something defines me so much.. Today I hate this more than normal... maybe because it's been a bad week and I feel like it's all I have to help me survive...and it's that thought right there that makes me hate it even more. 
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Aug 31, 2006, 09:29 AM
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((((bluebythewater))))
Don't really know what to say...sorry you're feeling so down, though. 
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