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#326
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29 Days , made it through last night
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
#327
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20 days... Too bad it's because I'm scared of going too far instead of because I'm doing well.
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“Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light" |
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#328
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42 days. But every day I'm ready to die. I'm obsessed with death and I want new scars.
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#329
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Well, darn. At least it wasn't my normal SI method.. Though, I'm sure my t won't be happy about what it was, regardless. ![]() Starting fresh, I suppose.
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Love is.. OSFED|MDD/PPD|GAD|gender dysphoria|AvPD a baby smiling at you for the first time a dog curling up by your side... and your soulmate kissing your forehead when he thinks you're sound asleep |
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#330
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Had a set back last week after having over a month without an SI incident. 8 days since.
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#331
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You make me proud, love you!
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#332
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Today is officially 1 month
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() MusicLover79, notz, Sterella
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#333
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Ummm three minutes
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#334
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1 day. Back down again and craving more so badly. It sickens me as much as it causes me longing.
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#335
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Zero for me!
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"The mind is like a parachute. It doesn’t work unless it’s open." ![]() Don’t look where you fall, but where you slipped. ![]() |
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#336
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10 days
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#337
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6 days
But basically bec my body is being inspected by my H. I feel like a child!! Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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"Doubt is like dye. Once it spreads into the fabric of excuses you've woven, you'll never get rid of the stain." Jodi Picoult |
#338
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13!
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#339
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I have not done any SI since Thursday, so 5 days. I just got discharged from the hospital today after being inpatient on a behavioral health unit since Wednesday, so fingers crossed.
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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.
Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury. |
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#340
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2 days! I'm on a roll!
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"The mind is like a parachute. It doesn’t work unless it’s open." ![]() Don’t look where you fall, but where you slipped. ![]() |
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#341
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25.... Still from being scared I'll do too much, but 25 nonetheless...
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“Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light" |
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#342
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23 for me... Same reason as you though
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#343
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Two weeks I think. And trying really hard not to give in.
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“You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.”. |
#344
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10 minutes........... 3,500 fresh cuts
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#345
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"Doubt is like dye. Once it spreads into the fabric of excuses you've woven, you'll never get rid of the stain." Jodi Picoult |
#346
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1 month and 4 days
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#347
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7 days for me
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#348
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0 days...I feel like I did it to deliberately sabotage myself.
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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.
Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury. |
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#349
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Five hours...
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#350
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It has been 370 days since I cut. I never thought I would even say that...
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