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#276
Oct 24, 2013, 11:46 PM
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Five days.
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“You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.”. |
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#278
Oct 25, 2013, 09:28 AM
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I don't believe I say it enough, but to all who post here, I am proud of you. No matter what. You all amaze me, and in good ways.
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“You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.”. |
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#279
Oct 25, 2013, 04:53 PM
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Changed my mind. Everyone has such positive posts - i'd rather not break the trend.
 *ignore this*
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A majorly depressed, anxious and dependent, schizotypal hypomanic beautiful mess ...[just a rebel to the world with no place to go...  ]
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#281
Oct 26, 2013, 03:53 AM
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*** okay wow sorry but this post wound up being super triggering so if you're easily triggered don't read it please i love you bye ***
Today's my 2nd day without. I'm trying to stop, I really am. I'm just so triggered all the time and it's almost to the point where I don't even care. I feel so numb and I hate myself so much and I feel so worthless. So why not hurt myself? What do I have to lose, honestly? My sanity? It's long gone anyways. So, if I want to, why not hurt myself? It's not like it's fatal or anything. Just a few scars.. then a few more.. then a ****ing arm full. Sorry for this post. I'm just so frustrated with everything. Myself in particular.
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| Anonymous200125, Catsarecool, Grey Matter
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#282
Oct 26, 2013, 03:50 PM
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 Im sorry to hear you are struggling so much at the moment. I have been there - when it just doesn't seem to matter any more. When it is easier to just give in. But I have seen the other side too. The side where you don't have to worry about new scars, where the triggers aren't as common or intense. Where those feelings of numbness aren't always there and you can feel other things. It is a fight - it's a struggle every day, especially at first, but in time it gets easier. In time and with the support you can get there and maybe find that sanity again .Also, I have to say 2 days is a great achievement Take it a day at a time, or even an hour or minute at a time if you need to. You can get through this And if you fall, that's ok too - we all do at times. Maybe start with a challenge to 'outlast' your highest. So if you fall today, try and aim for 3 days from tomorrow and then 4 after that. Setting goals can be extremely helpful, especially when you are this triggered if stopping outright is just too difficult
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#283
Oct 26, 2013, 07:19 PM
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It's been 17 days, I made it through the urges earlier
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Catsarecool, Grey Matter, tealBumblebee
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#285
Oct 27, 2013, 04:39 AM
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before, 8 days. now.. 3 hours.... and getting stronger.
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
| Anonymous200125, Grey Matter, tealBumblebee
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#286
Oct 27, 2013, 05:06 AM
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60 days (approx)
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| Grey Matter
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| Blue_Bird, tealBumblebee
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#287
Oct 27, 2013, 10:28 AM
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Seven days.
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“You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.”. |
| Blue_Bird, tealBumblebee
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#289
Oct 27, 2013, 12:43 PM
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A month. No longer falling for urges. I think I'm done with this s**t.
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#290
Oct 27, 2013, 02:27 PM
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18 days so far
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Grey Matter
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#291
Oct 28, 2013, 01:56 AM
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Still haven't yet. Lost count of how long it's been. Haven't had the urge. I think it might be for... certain reasons. But for nwo, I'm trying not to look a gift horse in the mouth.
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Love is.. OSFED|MDD/PPD|GAD|gender dysphoria|AvPD a baby smiling at you for the first time a dog curling up by your side... and your soulmate kissing your forehead when he thinks you're sound asleep |
| Grey Matter
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#292
Oct 28, 2013, 04:23 AM
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19 days, getting closer to 3 weeks
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#293
Oct 28, 2013, 06:07 AM
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Keep going, you can do it!
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| Blue_Bird
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#295
Oct 29, 2013, 04:22 PM
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1 day a record yeah!
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| Blue_Bird, Grey Matter
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#297
Oct 29, 2013, 07:57 PM
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One day since I SIed. Stopped for two months.
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| Blue_Bird, Grey Matter, Liinu
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#298
Oct 30, 2013, 01:36 AM
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3 weeks (21 days)
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#299
Oct 30, 2013, 02:15 AM
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8 days
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| Blue_Bird, Grey Matter
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#300
Oct 30, 2013, 12:23 PM
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10 days. though today is really, really not a good day for urges.
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“You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.”. |
| Anonymous200125, Blue_Bird
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