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#351
Nov 13, 2013, 11:59 PM
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I haven't consciously SI'ed in 42 days.
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"Odium became your opium..." ~Epica |
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#353
Nov 14, 2013, 07:42 PM
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I was addicted to cutting, and I haven't done that in a little over 2 years, however I have relapsed, and given into using blunt objects to bruise myself... So I haven't SIed in 6 months.
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#354
Nov 15, 2013, 05:57 AM
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Drank again last night against my better judgement... So zero days again. I'm back to pre-hospital behavior. Monday and my dbt group cant start soon enough.
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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.
Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury. |
| falsememory7, imnotokayipromise
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#355
Nov 15, 2013, 09:10 AM
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Hang in there Belo, things get better - I promise, they always do.
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#356
Nov 15, 2013, 08:16 PM
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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.
Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury. |
| Samanthagreene
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#357
Nov 16, 2013, 12:38 AM
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0 days..
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#358
Nov 16, 2013, 12:53 AM
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1 month and 1 week
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| beloiseau, Samanthagreene
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#359
Nov 16, 2013, 09:04 AM
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4 days. :/ and I'm not heeding T's advice of alternatives at all so
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
| Blue_Bird, Samanthagreene
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#360
Nov 16, 2013, 04:18 PM
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#361
Nov 16, 2013, 06:34 PM
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2 days since I SIed by hitting myself but 10 days since I've cut. I'm trying to be "proud of myself" that even though I'm still giving in to urges to SI, I was able to satisfy those urges in a way that has less risk of severe and/or permanent damage.
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"Beneath the dust and love and sweat that hangs on everybody / there's a dead man trying to get out..." |
| beloiseau, notz, Samanthagreene
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#362
Nov 16, 2013, 09:38 PM
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It has been twenty days.
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I hope you have a really great day.
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| beloiseau
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#363
Nov 17, 2013, 04:48 PM
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4 days. 4 days of hell trying not to just give in & let it all go
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"Doubt is like dye. Once it spreads into the fabric of excuses you've woven, you'll never get rid of the stain." Jodi Picoult |
| beloiseau
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#364
Nov 17, 2013, 06:10 PM
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Aaaaand zero days
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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.
Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury. |
| Blue_Bird
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#366
Nov 18, 2013, 08:18 AM
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#367
Nov 18, 2013, 10:00 AM
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18 grueling days
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 Am I the only one I know, waging my wars behind my face and above my throat? Diagnosed: BPD PTSD |
| Blue_Bird
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#369
Nov 19, 2013, 11:46 PM
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Today... It has been since today. I need to stop drinking. Makes it easier to si. I need to turn in the only tool i havent gotten rid of yet to the leader of my dbt group but im terrified. Im not ready yet. What else will i do if i dont have it?
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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.
Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury. |
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#370
Nov 20, 2013, 12:22 AM
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How do i hide this if its on my hand?
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk Edit: gloves all day tomorrow. I dont know why im so fixated on my hand and si towards it
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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.
Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury. Last edited by beloiseau; Nov 20, 2013 at 03:22 AM. |
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#371
Nov 20, 2013, 04:47 AM
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Extra long sleeves or gloves
I have this problem too sometimes with my hands and SI there, not always though...did it there a couple of days ago in fact.
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#372
Nov 20, 2013, 08:15 AM
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1 Month, 1 Week, and 4 Days. Trying not to ruin that today...
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#373
Nov 20, 2013, 08:38 AM
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I have only ever done SI on my hands. I always do it on my fingers, because then I can just curl my hand a little and nobody can see... Every once in a while, I go to my palm, but not enough for people to notice..
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#374
Nov 20, 2013, 06:54 PM
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I'm having a hard time because I turned in my last tool today. My urges to cut aren't that bad, but I usually intentionally trigger myself and feel like if I don't do it, I'll fly away in pieces. I cut myself to pieces physically and mentally so I don't end up in pieces...makes no sense. Anyway, I wish I hadn't of done it on my hand because of Thanksgiving coming up...I'm terrified of passing plates at the dinner table and someone seeing. It is literally eating me up. I'm trying to heal the cuts and take care of them, which I don't usually do.
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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.
Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury. |
| Anonymous200125
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