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Old Jan 04, 2014, 10:25 PM
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23 days. longest it has been for some while.
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Old Jan 05, 2014, 11:16 AM
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Three days so far.
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Old Jan 06, 2014, 10:46 PM
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30 days!
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Old Jan 07, 2014, 11:40 AM
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Back to zero.
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Old Jan 08, 2014, 01:11 AM
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As of today, zero. ..

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Old Jan 08, 2014, 10:23 AM
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12 days - and they kind of just slipped up on me without me knowing it until someone asked me the last time I had sh'd.
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Old Jan 09, 2014, 11:39 AM
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Zero days.
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Old Jan 10, 2014, 11:35 PM
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0 days >_<
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Old Jan 11, 2014, 06:50 AM
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One day.
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Old Jan 11, 2014, 09:03 AM
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In order to go inpatient I have to be actively SI. It's almost like their inviting me to do something! It's so rediculous.
14 grueling days of being clean. Decisions. Decisions.

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Old Jan 11, 2014, 09:25 PM
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After 6 months of staying clean I couldn't take in any more... Back to zero I guess... I feel awful for doing it but also it was great... LIFE SUCKS
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Old Jan 11, 2014, 09:50 PM
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Old Jan 12, 2014, 12:16 AM
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I think it's been 5 days, starting to properly heal and now the need to make it worse is getting stronger and stronger.
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I'm going off the rails on a crazy train"
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Old Jan 12, 2014, 08:44 PM
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0. No blades or burns (out of reach), so I just kicked my own *****. Punching myself till my knuckles stung.

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Am I the only one I know, waging my wars behind my face and above my throat?


Diagnosed:
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Old Jan 12, 2014, 10:23 PM
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2 days for me, and very few urges today . Wahoo!
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Old Jan 12, 2014, 10:39 PM
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3 weeks! :-)
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Lost dear older bro
November 1987 to March 2005
My love for him will never stop
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Old Jan 13, 2014, 09:10 AM
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only once in the last 21 days.... but i feel it coming...
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Old Jan 13, 2014, 11:14 AM
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0. & I'm happy about it. Tired of doing stuff for everyone else. This was for me & I'm not ashamed. I'm relieved!

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Old Jan 13, 2014, 03:36 PM
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11 days , so much less than it should be
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Old Jan 13, 2014, 04:55 PM
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It has been 7 days.
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Old Jan 13, 2014, 07:00 PM
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Old Jan 14, 2014, 01:49 AM
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Old Jan 14, 2014, 07:30 PM
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Old Jan 14, 2014, 08:07 PM
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Diagnosed Bipolar and BPD
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Old Jan 15, 2014, 08:20 AM
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34 days. longest so far.
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dx: recurrent MDD.
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