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#501
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23 days. longest it has been for some while.
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
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#502
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Three days so far.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#503
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30 days!
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#504
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Back to zero.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#505
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As of today, zero. ..
"I need a drop of grace to carry me today"
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#506
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12 days - and they kind of just slipped up on me without me knowing it until someone asked me the last time I had sh'd.
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A majorly depressed, anxious and dependent, schizotypal hypomanic beautiful mess ...[just a rebel to the world with no place to go... ![]() |
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#507
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Zero days.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#508
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0 days >_<
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#509
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One day.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#510
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In order to go inpatient I have to be actively SI. It's almost like their inviting me to do something! It's so rediculous.
14 grueling days of being clean. Decisions. Decisions. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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"Doubt is like dye. Once it spreads into the fabric of excuses you've woven, you'll never get rid of the stain." Jodi Picoult |
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#511
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After 6 months of staying clean I couldn't take in any more... Back to zero I guess... I feel awful for doing it but also it was great... LIFE SUCKS
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#512
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1 day!
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#513
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I think it's been 5 days, starting to properly heal and now the need to make it worse is getting stronger and stronger.
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"Mental wounds still screaming, Driving me insane I'm going off the rails on a crazy train" |
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#514
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0. No blades or burns (out of reach), so I just kicked my own *****. Punching myself till my knuckles stung.
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#515
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2 days for me, and very few urges today
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#516
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3 weeks! :-)
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Diagnosed with: Major Depression, Bipolar with Borderline traits, Grief/Anxiety, depersonalizations disorder, disassociating identity disorder, PTSD Lost dear older bro November 1987 to March 2005 My love for him will never stop |
#517
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only once in the last 21 days.... but i feel it coming...
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#518
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0. & I'm happy about it. Tired of doing stuff for everyone else. This was for me & I'm not ashamed. I'm relieved!
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"Doubt is like dye. Once it spreads into the fabric of excuses you've woven, you'll never get rid of the stain." Jodi Picoult |
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#519
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11 days , so much less than it should be
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
#520
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It has been 7 days.
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Diagnosis: Bipolar Current meds: Risperidone 1mg 2x per day Wellbutrin 100mg 3x per day Bethers ![]() |
#521
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0.........
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“Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light" |
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#522
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Three days.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#523
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Day 4!
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#524
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"I'm sitting here screaming inside myself,don't understand why nobody hears" ![]() Diagnosed Bipolar and BPD Meds-Elavil 50mg |
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#525
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34 days. longest so far.
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
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