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Eleven weeks today!
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Everyone wants happiness, No one wants pain, But you can't have a rainbow Without a little rain. I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff. The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14 In therapy since: 1/13/14 I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014. ![]() I'm always happy to help. Please send me a message if you ever need to talk about anything. ![]() |
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#752
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A day or two.... I couldn't hold out any longer.
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#753
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i can't remember really.... think it's been about 3 months? but T has been happy about this, but i just feel nothing.
i guess better this than cutting everyday. hoping everyone is coping well. ![]()
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
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#754
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A minute or so...
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#755
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Almost a year! But it hardly counts because i was pregnant and didn't cut for the sake of my baby
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#756
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Hmm. I lost count. I don't like to think about it. I would say... 8 months?
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#757
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Its been about 5 months
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#758
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3 days...
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#759
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11 weeks, 4 days.
Threw my blade away today.
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Everyone wants happiness, No one wants pain, But you can't have a rainbow Without a little rain. I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff. The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14 In therapy since: 1/13/14 I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014. ![]() I'm always happy to help. Please send me a message if you ever need to talk about anything. ![]() |
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#760
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1 day, although at the rate I'm going I won't make it through today.
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#761
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11 weeks, 5 days.
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Everyone wants happiness, No one wants pain, But you can't have a rainbow Without a little rain. I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff. The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14 In therapy since: 1/13/14 I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014. ![]() I'm always happy to help. Please send me a message if you ever need to talk about anything. ![]() |
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#762
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It has been 3 wks. However I have been extremely impulsive.
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#763
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Five days and now I have a "contract" to try to not SI until my next session with my T.....
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#764
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It's been like a month, give or take. I haven't really been keeping track.
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#765
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gf has finally stopped for 2 weeks after years of cutting twice a day among other SHing behaviors because she says she loves me that much.
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#766
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6 days..... :-/
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#767
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right, so urm... i'm back to 3 days because well i kinda got into too much pain the other day. bye 3 months
![]() am not blaming myself too much... T word's are playing in my head "it's not fair to expect that days where you feel like cutting yourself or really cutting yourself would not happen again." that is really helping.
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
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#768
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It has been 9 months since I last self injured. I've thought about it once or twice, but I haven't done anything.
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#769
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Quote:
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Everyone wants happiness, No one wants pain, But you can't have a rainbow Without a little rain. I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff. The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14 In therapy since: 1/13/14 I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014. ![]() I'm always happy to help. Please send me a message if you ever need to talk about anything. ![]() |
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#770
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I'm actually not sure. It must be a week or two.
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#771
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9 days! I didn't know if I could make the ten days, and right now, I KNOW I can! :-)
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#772
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3 months, 2 days!
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Everyone wants happiness, No one wants pain, But you can't have a rainbow Without a little rain. I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff. The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14 In therapy since: 1/13/14 I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014. ![]() I'm always happy to help. Please send me a message if you ever need to talk about anything. ![]() |
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#773
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DAY 10!!!! I know I still have a long way to go, but this is a HUGE deal. I'm feeling really good right now.
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#774
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new batch just a few minutes ago........
No regrets. I just wish it could have been MORE and DEEPER...... and maybe on my neck. |
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#775
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9 days.... And I was in hospital for 8 of those. I wonder how long I'll last now I'm out...
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