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Old Jun 02, 2014, 11:02 PM
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Eleven weeks today!
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I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff.
The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14
In therapy since: 1/13/14


I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014.

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Old Jun 03, 2014, 12:15 PM
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A day or two.... I couldn't hold out any longer.
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Old Jun 03, 2014, 12:42 PM
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i can't remember really.... think it's been about 3 months? but T has been happy about this, but i just feel nothing.

i guess better this than cutting everyday.

hoping everyone is coping well. don't lose hope everyone!
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Old Jun 03, 2014, 08:25 PM
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A minute or so...
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Old Jun 04, 2014, 11:52 PM
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Almost a year! But it hardly counts because i was pregnant and didn't cut for the sake of my baby
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Old Jun 05, 2014, 12:55 AM
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Hmm. I lost count. I don't like to think about it. I would say... 8 months?

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Old Jun 05, 2014, 02:04 PM
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Its been about 5 months
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Old Jun 05, 2014, 05:33 PM
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3 days...
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Old Jun 06, 2014, 05:56 PM
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11 weeks, 4 days.

Threw my blade away today.
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I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff.
The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14
In therapy since: 1/13/14


I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014.

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Old Jun 07, 2014, 02:07 PM
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1 day, although at the rate I'm going I won't make it through today.
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Old Jun 07, 2014, 04:48 PM
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11 weeks, 5 days.
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I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff.
The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14
In therapy since: 1/13/14


I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014.

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Old Jun 07, 2014, 06:09 PM
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It has been 3 wks. However I have been extremely impulsive.
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Old Jun 07, 2014, 06:25 PM
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Five days and now I have a "contract" to try to not SI until my next session with my T.....
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Old Jun 07, 2014, 10:45 PM
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It's been like a month, give or take. I haven't really been keeping track.
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Old Jun 08, 2014, 03:23 AM
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gf has finally stopped for 2 weeks after years of cutting twice a day among other SHing behaviors because she says she loves me that much.

I don't understand
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Old Jun 08, 2014, 09:44 AM
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6 days..... :-/
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Old Jun 09, 2014, 01:55 PM
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right, so urm... i'm back to 3 days because well i kinda got into too much pain the other day. bye 3 months

am not blaming myself too much... T word's are playing in my head "it's not fair to expect that days where you feel like cutting yourself or really cutting yourself would not happen again." that is really helping.
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Old Jun 09, 2014, 11:03 PM
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It has been 9 months since I last self injured. I've thought about it once or twice, but I haven't done anything.
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Old Jun 10, 2014, 06:09 PM
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It has been 9 months since I last self injured. I've thought about it once or twice, but I haven't done anything.
I just made it to 3 months yesterday, so this is really inspiring to me! It makes me want to keep going. And congratulations on making it so far!! 9 months is AMAZING.
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I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff.
The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14
In therapy since: 1/13/14


I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014.

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Old Jun 11, 2014, 06:57 PM
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I'm actually not sure. It must be a week or two.
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Old Jun 11, 2014, 10:02 PM
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9 days! I didn't know if I could make the ten days, and right now, I KNOW I can! :-)
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Old Jun 11, 2014, 10:39 PM
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3 months, 2 days!
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Everyone wants happiness,
No one wants pain,
But you can't have a rainbow
Without a little rain.


I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff.
The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14
In therapy since: 1/13/14


I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014.

I'm always happy to help. Please send me a message if you ever need to talk about anything.
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Old Jun 12, 2014, 12:21 PM
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DAY 10!!!! I know I still have a long way to go, but this is a HUGE deal. I'm feeling really good right now.
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Old Jun 12, 2014, 02:50 PM
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new batch just a few minutes ago........

No regrets.

I just wish it could have been MORE and DEEPER...... and maybe on my neck.
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Old Jun 12, 2014, 03:41 PM
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9 days.... And I was in hospital for 8 of those. I wonder how long I'll last now I'm out...
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