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#451
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I si usually when impulsive or rage.
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#452
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Back to zero.
It wasn't enough though |
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#453
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About 20 minutes for me.... for now.
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#454
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Back to 5 minutes................
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#455
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15 months today.
Hugs to everyone who just started over, and to anyone who feels like they need to. Please stay safe... we all deserve at least that much. - AJ |
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#456
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none.
i hate myself so much.. |
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#457
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0.
but i'm not even ashamed of myself anymore... it's been going on for ages |
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#458
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4 Days, thanks to surgery I don't have the energy to act on my urges.
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#459
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I don't do the countdown - but I didn't cut or stick today!!
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A majorly depressed, anxious and dependent, schizotypal hypomanic beautiful mess ...[just a rebel to the world with no place to go... ![]() |
#460
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Like 4 or 5 months maybe... Idk
But all this crap I'm going through is really making me want to start again. Is anyone really ever healed? Does healing really exist? Who knows. |
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#461
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zero days now
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#462
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2 months + 7 days
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“You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.”. |
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#463
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been picking at scabs though.. it's something? |
#464
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"Doubt is like dye. Once it spreads into the fabric of excuses you've woven, you'll never get rid of the stain." Jodi Picoult Last edited by notz; Dec 28, 2013 at 09:35 AM. Reason: Bring Within Community Guidelines |
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#465
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Zero...was at 73 days
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"Odium became your opium..." ~Epica |
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#466
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40 days.
And I know a lot of you guys are struggling, but you can make it through. I believe in you all and am sending you internet hugs. c: <3
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#467
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8 days so far
"I need a drop of grace to carry me today"
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Using Tapatalk |
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#468
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back to zero, im trying, honest!!! :S
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#469
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15 days.
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
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#470
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About a month I think.
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#471
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Three weeks.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#472
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It's been 6 weeks since I SI'd now. but it's only because my friend would abandon me if I did or I would have many times within these 6 weeks. It's really hard I think about it every other day if not every day. There's nothing else that can take the pain away that well.. I just have to bear the pain now so I don't lose my friend. She means so much to me..
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Don't let your happiness depend on something you might one day lose... ![]() -------------- Effexor XR 225 mg Risperidone 4 mg Reoccurring depression w/ psychotic symptoms Borderline Personality Disorder Dependant Personality Disorder |
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#473
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3 weeks, This is such a huge achievement for me.
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#474
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I'm not sure because I'm not keeping track, but it has been a few weeks. My urges are quite low and easy to manage without having access to the tool I used. But I know if i gained access again, it would be much harder.
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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.
Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury. |
#475
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I guess this is why my T was asking me to get rid of my tools a few weeks back....
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