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Old Dec 18, 2013, 09:35 PM
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Old Dec 19, 2013, 03:09 PM
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Back to zero.

It wasn't enough though
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Old Dec 19, 2013, 03:10 PM
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About 20 minutes for me.... for now.
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Old Dec 20, 2013, 04:09 PM
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Back to 5 minutes................
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Old Dec 22, 2013, 10:28 PM
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Old Dec 23, 2013, 08:33 AM
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i hate myself so much..
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Old Dec 23, 2013, 11:10 AM
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but i'm not even ashamed of myself anymore... it's been going on for ages
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Old Dec 23, 2013, 07:41 PM
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4 Days, thanks to surgery I don't have the energy to act on my urges.
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Like 4 or 5 months maybe... Idk

But all this crap I'm going through is really making me want to start again. Is anyone really ever healed? Does healing really exist? Who knows.
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Old Dec 24, 2013, 11:04 PM
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Old Dec 25, 2013, 11:33 PM
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Old Dec 26, 2013, 06:38 PM
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been picking at scabs though.. it's something?
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I'm back to zero & feel worse than ever. I was doing pretty well

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Old Dec 26, 2013, 11:16 PM
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Old Dec 27, 2013, 01:21 AM
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40 days.

And I know a lot of you guys are struggling, but you can make it through. I believe in you all and am sending you internet hugs. c: <3
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Old Dec 27, 2013, 09:04 PM
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Old Dec 27, 2013, 10:46 PM
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back to zero, im trying, honest!!! :S
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Old Dec 28, 2013, 10:48 AM
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Old Dec 28, 2013, 11:05 AM
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Old Dec 28, 2013, 11:10 AM
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Three weeks.
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Old Dec 28, 2013, 11:36 AM
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It's been 6 weeks since I SI'd now. but it's only because my friend would abandon me if I did or I would have many times within these 6 weeks. It's really hard I think about it every other day if not every day. There's nothing else that can take the pain away that well.. I just have to bear the pain now so I don't lose my friend. She means so much to me..
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Old Dec 28, 2013, 12:44 PM
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3 weeks, This is such a huge achievement for me.
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Old Dec 29, 2013, 11:41 AM
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I'm not sure because I'm not keeping track, but it has been a few weeks. My urges are quite low and easy to manage without having access to the tool I used. But I know if i gained access again, it would be much harder.
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Old Dec 29, 2013, 12:22 PM
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I'm not sure because I'm not keeping track, but it has been a few weeks. My urges are quite low and easy to manage without having access to the tool I used. But I know if i gained access again, it would be much harder.
I guess this is why my T was asking me to get rid of my tools a few weeks back....
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