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#701
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7 weeks and 3 days.
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Everyone wants happiness, No one wants pain, But you can't have a rainbow Without a little rain. I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff. The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14 In therapy since: 1/13/14 I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014. ![]() I'm always happy to help. Please send me a message if you ever need to talk about anything. ![]() |
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#702
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It's been 2 days since I si-ed.
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#703
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it's been 0 days.
cut yesterday evening, but it's not been a complete day yet |
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#704
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Three days.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#705
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Back to zero..
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'Strength does not come from physical capacity, it comes from an indomitable will' - Mahatma Gandhi |
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#706
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five hundred thirteen
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#707
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0.
cut at lot yesterday while talking to laura online |
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#708
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6 days and counting
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dalila Worry is like a rocking chair. It gives you something to do but it doesn't get you anywhere. -Erma Bombeck |
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#709
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Six days.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#710
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Back to zero.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
#711
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It will be zero in about 30 minutes.
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#713
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I did it yesterday.
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#714
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Zero...I did it after group today on my leg and messed with my incision. Don't think I will be able to not do it again tonight.
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#715
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One day.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#716
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I cut this morning......
I feel a little better. Shrinks may think I am crazy (no pun intended) but it WORKS. Last edited by sabby; May 19, 2014 at 04:46 PM. Reason: administrative edit |
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#717
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Two days.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#718
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Zero. Sorry.
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#719
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Zero days :/
I did manage to make it 3 months without taking a blade to my skin though... until I relapsed today
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Smile c: ... Please? ![]() "We all carry these things inside that no one else can see. They hold us down like anchors. They drown us out at sea." "I can't believe that when I breathe there's something good inside of me." "Hi, I'm just a voice in the choir of saints, oh, all the souls that nobody could save." "I can't see because I'm staring at a blank wall, I can't breathe because my thoughts are choking me now. I can't grieve for the souls that are so lost, I can't leave because my self is holding me down." |
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#720
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24 hours and counting.
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#721
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Since last night
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#722
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Nine weeks tomorrow.
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Everyone wants happiness, No one wants pain, But you can't have a rainbow Without a little rain. I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff. The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14 In therapy since: 1/13/14 I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014. ![]() I'm always happy to help. Please send me a message if you ever need to talk about anything. ![]() |
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#723
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Four days.
I was in a pretty ugly mood (state of mind - how ever you want to label it) last week. On thursday I finally let myself do some cutting. Nothing deep - but a LOT of them. Since then - I feel a lot better. A lot more under control. I know my shrink hates this. but the FACT is - it works for me. |
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#724
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Six days.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#725
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cancel my four days post.... I cut AT therapy yesterday (at break time in the bathroom).
*shrug |
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