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#378
Nov 22, 2013, 05:58 PM
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A few weeks.
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#379
Nov 22, 2013, 11:14 PM
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0.
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 Am I the only one I know, waging my wars behind my face and above my throat? Diagnosed: BPD PTSD |
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#380
Nov 23, 2013, 07:13 AM
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1 month and 2 weeks
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#381
Nov 24, 2013, 06:21 PM
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I cut in my normal spot on Thursday night. I cut my wrist with the blade from the leg shaver yesterday. I used my razor blade to cut my wrist a little more (i made sure to cut lightly, i desperately wanted to cut more but I don't have time to be admitted to the ER anytime soon). Today I took a bunch of finger stick needles from work thinking it would last me through the week, but i've already used them all and i've only been off three hours. Then I bought more leg shavers this afternoon to cut my wrist some more today. Now i'm home for the night with my regular razor blades and the needles that I took apart from the finger stickers - i'm just trying to make it to T tomorrow. But I don't really want to tell her what i've done. I've been crying or wanting to cry since Friday. What the fudge is wrong with me.
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A majorly depressed, anxious and dependent, schizotypal hypomanic beautiful mess ...[just a rebel to the world with no place to go...  ]
Last edited by notz; Dec 02, 2013 at 12:16 AM. Reason: added trigger icon |
| Atypical_Disaster, Grey Matter, izzyfg2000
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#382
Nov 24, 2013, 07:12 PM
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Quote:
 I'm sorry you're going through such a hard time right now
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type Last edited by notz; Dec 02, 2013 at 12:17 AM. Reason: added trigger icon |
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#383
Nov 24, 2013, 07:45 PM
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one day...i dont want it to get out of control since ive just started...it's already bugging me, even though I've only been doing it for four days.
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| Atypical_Disaster, Blue_Bird, Grey Matter, tealBumblebee
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#384
Nov 24, 2013, 10:00 PM
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11 days so far. Trying not to think about it. Scabs r starting to heal. Hopefully out of sight; out of mind?
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#385
Nov 25, 2013, 12:46 AM
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It's been a month or so... I'm really not sure.
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#387
Nov 25, 2013, 10:19 PM
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Its been 36 days
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#388
Nov 25, 2013, 10:37 PM
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Been 0 days for me. I was 2 days clean, then I was triggered and gave in once again.
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| Atypical_Disaster, Blue_Bird, Grey Matter, izzyfg2000
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#389
Nov 26, 2013, 01:51 PM
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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.
Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury. |
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#390
Nov 26, 2013, 05:31 PM
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0...........
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#391
Nov 26, 2013, 06:39 PM
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1 Month 2 Weeks and 3 days. It might be zero soon, I hope not but I really don't know.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#395
Nov 27, 2013, 01:10 PM
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"Doubt is like dye. Once it spreads into the fabric of excuses you've woven, you'll never get rid of the stain." Jodi Picoult |
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#396
Nov 27, 2013, 04:35 PM
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0.
It was a few months before but I just needed to shut these voices in my head up and, I don't know. I just did it. Today just feels, I don't know.
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I hear that song but something is wrong,
my mind’s a million miles away, oh, everybody’s going to the floor, maybe I don’t want to dance anymore, don’t want to dance anymore, how can you dance the pain away? <3 |
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#397
Nov 27, 2013, 06:36 PM
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3 long weeks
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Diagnosed with: Major Depression, Bipolar with Borderline traits, Grief/Anxiety, depersonalizations disorder, disassociating identity disorder, PTSD Lost dear older bro November 1987 to March 2005 My love for him will never stop |
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#400
Nov 28, 2013, 03:10 PM
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2 weeks. maybe 16 days? (last time was the day before I went inpatient) not sure I'll make it through the holiday weekend, but need to try... urges got really strong today.
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