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Old Mar 01, 2015, 01:27 AM
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7 days, longest time in a good while.
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Old Mar 01, 2015, 02:32 AM
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It has been 24 hrs!
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Old Mar 02, 2015, 12:47 PM
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Less than 24 hours, relapsed last night after five months without it... ****.
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Old Mar 02, 2015, 06:39 PM
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It's been a couple hours. I'm such a failure.
You might not be in control of this. It doesn't make you a failure.
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Old Mar 02, 2015, 06:41 PM
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Less than 24 hours, relapsed last night after five months without it... ****.
You might be sad about it, but 5 months is quite a run. Time to start a new 'streak'.
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Old Mar 04, 2015, 01:09 PM
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6 and a half weeks, although it almost went to hell last night.

I had was so heartbroken, sobbing uncontrollably over losing my dog that I got all my harm objects ready, but then I chatted with Stella in chat and called my dad, and just went to bed after that....at like 6am.

I'm still struggling, butI know I have to face these emotions, no matter how painful they are. It's the only way to get better.

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Old Mar 04, 2015, 01:34 PM
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Old Mar 04, 2015, 04:13 PM
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seesaw: I'm so sorry for your loss.

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Old Mar 04, 2015, 06:29 PM
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Made it 180 days then relapsed last month. ^^;
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Old Mar 04, 2015, 09:31 PM
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Congratulations on 180 days! You can start another new and long streak.
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Old Mar 04, 2015, 09:37 PM
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*Trigger warning*

SI would be one of the first things that came to my mind when I was upset, and I had this unhealthy view on scars. And although it's okay to struggle on holidays/special events, remembering how I hurt myself on Christmas and my birthday makes me a little :/.

However it has been a while since I have last cut. It wasn't very official; I didn't tell myself "Okay I am going to try my best to avoid SI!" I just haven't thought about it as much.

I don't know if I have stopped forever, but for now this is progress.
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Old Mar 05, 2015, 09:07 AM
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9 hours...
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Old Mar 06, 2015, 11:57 AM
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last night i did, i felt so awful and i don't know, but now i feel worse because i broke 3 months clean
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Old Mar 08, 2015, 10:23 AM
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It has been 2 weeks!
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Old Mar 08, 2015, 12:35 PM
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Old Mar 08, 2015, 09:05 PM
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It has been 870 days which is two and a half years since the last time I cut.
And this is coming from someone who did it on a daily basis for 4 freaking years.
Every day. for 4 years. And now completely clean for 2 and a half.
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Old Mar 08, 2015, 10:37 PM
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I think 9 days.

In other related news... I'm right handed so my left arm is the worst but mostly the underside of it. I got a couple new tattoos yesterday and one is near the top of that arm. He didn't want to tattoo over the scars because it might not look good. Anyway, so I'm pretty sure that I won't be
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there anymore because I don't want to eff up my tattoo. Now if I could only cover my whole body. It has been ___ days since I SIed -- Part 2
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Old Mar 09, 2015, 03:39 PM
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23 days. Intending to never SI again.

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Old Mar 09, 2015, 07:15 PM
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I had 7 weeks under my belt and then a relapse. But we're learning from it. It's been an experience for my dad and I to grow closer and for him to understand more how to help me and for me how I need to ask him for help.

Remember everyone, relapse is part of recover, if you learn from it.

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Old Mar 10, 2015, 07:51 AM
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Just over 8 months.
Yet here I am downloading music from when I was younger and frequently cut, listening to it while the urge is already present...

I've been doing so well, but now I just feel like I don't care anymore.
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Old Mar 10, 2015, 11:07 AM
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Just over 8 months.
Yet here I am downloading music from when I was younger and frequently cut, listening to it while the urge is already present...

I've been doing so well, but now I just feel like I don't care anymore.
Don't give in. Please.
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Old Mar 14, 2015, 02:05 PM
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4days. But i will cut again soon. I really want to !
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Old Mar 14, 2015, 09:05 PM
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I had gone 14 days until last night but I am just going to try to start over again.
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Old Mar 15, 2015, 12:35 AM
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Don't give in. Please.

Didn't give in!
Urges are still there but I'm managing for now.
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Old Mar 15, 2015, 08:17 AM
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