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#251
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7 days, longest time in a good while.
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Finally diagnosed! Now to start the medication circus. ![]() |
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#252
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It has been 24 hrs!
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![]() Achy Turtle Armor, Bewilderbeest
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#253
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Less than 24 hours, relapsed last night after five months without it... ****.
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![]() Anonymous200125, Bewilderbeest, Bill3
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#254
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You might not be in control of this. It doesn't make you a failure.
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#255
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Quote:
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![]() Achy Turtle Armor, Atypical_Disaster, Bill3
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#256
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6 and a half weeks, although it almost went to hell last night.
I had was so heartbroken, sobbing uncontrollably over losing my dog that I got all my harm objects ready, but then I chatted with Stella in chat and called my dad, and just went to bed after that....at like 6am. I'm still struggling, butI know I have to face these emotions, no matter how painful they are. It's the only way to get better. Seesaw |
![]() Bill3, Chitanda89, i dont matter, TheHiddenAngel
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#257
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#258
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seesaw: I'm so sorry for your loss.
(((((seesaw))))) |
#259
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0.
Made it 180 days then relapsed last month. ^^;
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#260
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Congratulations on 180 days! You can start another new and long streak.
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#261
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*Trigger warning*
SI would be one of the first things that came to my mind when I was upset, and I had this unhealthy view on scars. And although it's okay to struggle on holidays/special events, remembering how I hurt myself on Christmas and my birthday makes me a little :/. However it has been a while since I have last cut. It wasn't very official; I didn't tell myself "Okay I am going to try my best to avoid SI!" I just haven't thought about it as much. I don't know if I have stopped forever, but for now this is progress. |
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#262
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9 hours...
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"People say nothing is impossible, but I do nothing every day." - Winnie the Pooh ![]() |
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#263
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last night i did, i felt so awful and i don't know, but now i feel worse because i broke 3 months clean
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#264
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It has been 2 weeks!
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I hope you have a really great day. ![]() |
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#265
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12 hours
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Finally diagnosed! Now to start the medication circus. ![]() |
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#266
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It has been 870 days which is two and a half years since the last time I cut.
And this is coming from someone who did it on a daily basis for 4 freaking years. Every day. for 4 years. And now completely clean for 2 and a half. |
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#267
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I think 9 days.
![]() In other related news... I'm right handed so my left arm is the worst but mostly the underside of it. I got a couple new tattoos yesterday and one is near the top of that arm. He didn't want to tattoo over the scars because it might not look good. Anyway, so I'm pretty sure that I won't be
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...In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator
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#268
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23 days. Intending to never SI again.
Verstuurd van mijn HTC One_M8 met Tapatalk |
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#269
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I had 7 weeks under my belt and then a relapse. But we're learning from it. It's been an experience for my dad and I to grow closer and for him to understand more how to help me and for me how I need to ask him for help.
Remember everyone, relapse is part of recover, if you learn from it. Seesaw |
![]() Achy Turtle Armor, Atypical_Disaster, Bill3, palerefraction
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#270
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Just over 8 months.
Yet here I am downloading music from when I was younger and frequently cut, listening to it while the urge is already present... I've been doing so well, but now I just feel like I don't care anymore.
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"Mental wounds still screaming, Driving me insane I'm going off the rails on a crazy train" |
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#271
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Don't give in. Please.
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...In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator
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#272
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4days. But i will cut again soon. I really want to !
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#273
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I had gone 14 days until last night but I am just going to try to start over again.
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...In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator
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#274
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Didn't give in! Urges are still there but I'm managing for now.
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"Mental wounds still screaming, Driving me insane I'm going off the rails on a crazy train" |
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#275
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One week!
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