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Old Apr 15, 2007, 12:57 AM
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I just don't get it
Why I have to do this all the time at the mo
The urges are sooo great
And I can't resist them
I began thinking this afternoon...
The only way I can think of to stop it
Is to have my hands cut off
Because I don't know what else would work
Is it because I've buried the current issues
And am not thinking about them at all- after not being able to STOP thinking about them?
Is it my way of feeling that pain without those thoughts?
Even 1 cut isn't enuf now
I couldn't stop at lunchtime
At least I haven't made the mistake I made the other day
Of doing it somewhere visible
Need to find another release...
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Old Apr 15, 2007, 12:59 AM
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Wasn't meant to be a 'trigger' post...but... Is there anything I can do to help?

Please take care of yourself.
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Old Apr 15, 2007, 01:56 PM
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What are you feeling inside? Whats going on? (dont have to share here if you don't want but maybe thinking about it may help)
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Old Apr 16, 2007, 10:48 PM
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(((((canders & ev)))))
thanks for your support,
i know now what is triggering the SI the most- the fact that i have 'buried' all the thoughts that have been going around in my head so constantly...because i won't allow myself to think about that stuff all those emotions are coming out in the SI...doesn't help in any way but at least i am aware of it... Wasn't meant to be a 'trigger' post...but...
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Old Apr 17, 2007, 10:24 AM
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can you share some of that emotion thats coming out with someone? A friend, therapist, us even Wasn't meant to be a 'trigger' post...but...
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