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I just don't get it
Why I have to do this all the time at the mo The urges are sooo great And I can't resist them I began thinking this afternoon... The only way I can think of to stop it Is to have my hands cut off Because I don't know what else would work Is it because I've buried the current issues And am not thinking about them at all- after not being able to STOP thinking about them? Is it my way of feeling that pain without those thoughts? Even 1 cut isn't enuf now I couldn't stop at lunchtime At least I haven't made the mistake I made the other day Of doing it somewhere visible Need to find another release...
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I know that behind every grey cloud there is a silver lining; I just need to be patient enough to find it!!! |
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(((((((((irishsj))))))))))))
![]() Please take care of yourself.
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((((((((irish))))))))))))
What are you feeling inside? Whats going on? (dont have to share here if you don't want but maybe thinking about it may help) |
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(((((canders & ev)))))
thanks for your support, i know now what is triggering the SI the most- the fact that i have 'buried' all the thoughts that have been going around in my head so constantly...because i won't allow myself to think about that stuff all those emotions are coming out in the SI...doesn't help in any way but at least i am aware of it... ![]()
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can you share some of that emotion thats coming out with someone? A friend, therapist, us even
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