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Old Apr 07, 2008, 04:45 PM
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I've felt like such a mound of crap for the past couple of weeks...I've wanted to cut so bad, but I haven't gotten a chance to with family always around...Sometimes, i look at my wrist and i think about how, with just a cut in the right spot, i could stop feeling like this for good...it just seems too easy...i cant do that to my family...i'm kind of rambling right now, sorry...i just wanted to get this off of my chest...i dont want to share any of this with my family...so this was the best option right now... feeling like such crap feeling like such crap feeling like such crap
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Old Apr 07, 2008, 07:23 PM
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Maybe the family being around will do good for you...

I know it feels crap not to cut, but because your not doing at the moment, doesnt it feel like your gaining some control over it by not doing it??

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Old Apr 07, 2008, 10:27 PM
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i am sorry your feeling so bad... but i am glad that you have your family and wouldn't want to hurt them ... i understand just how that feels... but it also is kind of a safety net...stay safe...lyn
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Old Apr 07, 2008, 11:55 PM
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Old Apr 08, 2008, 05:22 PM
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I haven't felt like crap for not cutting...i've just felt like crap, and wanted to cut to feel better. i still do, and i'm not entirely sure that i won't today...
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thanks for the support, though...
i don't know why, but i've felt really paranoid today...i couldn't sit still to save my life and my hands were shaking...not the greatest day...
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Old Apr 08, 2008, 06:38 PM
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((((paintingravens)))) keep holding on..I know how you feel I'm having a rough time right now too. You can do it..I know you can!! Tomorrow is always a new day full of wonderful possiblites. Lots of hugs for you!!
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checking in to see how you're doing...

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Cutting will only make you feel better for a moment, and then you will probably feel worse. feeling like such crap But I understand wanting to do it though...

Keep at it. You can do this. Be safe.
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Old Apr 09, 2008, 12:36 AM
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hang in there and stay safe... i know how hard it is...lyn
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((((((((((((paintingravens)))))))))))) hang in there....you're worth it! and as for feeling like a mound of crap....you've no idea how many times you've brought a smile to my face already....so again....hang in there, you ain't crap, you matter to us all.

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Thanks everyone. You guys have really helped me feel better. ^_^
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