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#1
Nov 05, 2004, 12:07 AM
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I am so angry and sad right now I can't handle it and i want to beat myself up. No energy to focus on the careful slicing so I eye the pills next to me and think, I could sh that way. Why not? Geez I could yank the tail off an innocent cow right now I am so mad. Not really but at least it described my feeling. ANGRY HURT< LOATHING
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Nov 05, 2004, 12:40 AM
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((((((Wisewoman))))))
You poor poor dear woman. I read your other post in General and I felt so much pain for you that I just couldn't bring myself to reply to it. But I'm going to reply now. You are a very special lady and you are so good and decent and I wish like hell I could take those bad feelings away from you and give them to the person(s) that deserve them! We just do the best we can do and there are many mean and uncaring people in this world, just like the mothers, and we can't always protect ourselves or our loved ones from them. Please try not to SH. I truly do care about you and I'm worried that your anger is getting the best of you. IT is definitely understandable, with everything your family has been through. I wish there were magic words, I would give them all to you right this moment and take your pain away. But I can't do anything but offer you another gigantic ((((((Hug))))) and let you know that we are here for you no matter what. Please let us know how you are. Take Care of yourself and Stay Safe, Kimberly. 
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Nov 05, 2004, 01:23 AM
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(((((((wisewoman))))))
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Nov 05, 2004, 05:27 AM
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(((((((((((wisewoman))))))))))))
I haven't gotten to General yet - too far behind - but I'll get there tomorrow. Just wanted you to know I was with you, and hope you are ok, or will be.
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“We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of.” – John H. Groberg 
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#5
Nov 05, 2004, 09:27 AM
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i'm okay Kimberly, in bed at 9:30 a.m. when I should have been at work an hour ago. Thank you so much for all of your kind words and love. It means a lot. I just ended up taking extra klonopin last night so I could go to the blessed sleep place. Not enough to hurt myself but still a bit. My anger has turned back to pain and a resignment that [censored] happens. It is up to me to live my life in a healthy loving way and give love to all around me. It is up to me to love my babies and give them all of the support I can. I wish my jane were here because she would be able to help me cry and pass through this. Maybe i will have a conversation with her anyway. thanks deary.
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#6
Nov 05, 2004, 09:29 AM
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hey wendy, trying to be okay. I am going to get up and go to work and move on. Still have not cut since last may, I am okay, just in crappy pain. Thanks
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Nov 06, 2004, 06:58 AM
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((((((((((((((((((((wisewoman))))))))))))))))))))
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#8
Nov 06, 2004, 09:54 AM
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ahh, thanks Bear
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