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Old Jul 22, 2008, 05:59 PM
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hi..

I don't post often.. in this forum... but I have SI'ed in my lifetime..

and I am having a terrible problem right now..

I am DID... so have alters.... a 13 year old.. and a 23 year old..

and.. now..they are active.. and... today.. had a terrible time.. to keep them from SI...

they wanted to punish themselves for painting a planting pot.. the wrong color....

I am another alter searching for answers... why would they do that???

I had to call therapist... and sedate them.. yes they are me... but.. I don't feel the impact of the sedation... only they do...

I can't live like this... it is horrible...

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Old Jul 22, 2008, 06:44 PM
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(((((((((Freewill))))))))

I'm sorry I don't have an answer for you. I'm in a pretty horrible place myself right now, so let's just try to stick by each other's sides and ride this hellstorm out. Advice... please... may be triggering....becareful Advice... please... may be triggering....becareful

PM me if you need to talk this out.

Stay safe,

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Old Jul 22, 2008, 06:45 PM
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(((((((((free)))))))) who used to get mad at them for doing things creative - or painting things "the wrong color"?
can you try to help them understand that in this present, they can be safe now? and that they get to choose their own art and their own colors?

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Old Jul 22, 2008, 08:01 PM
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((((freewill))))

I hopeyou manage to realise these feelings you are feeling are just 'feelings'... they may have no comparison to whats really going on in real life!

Try not to be so hard on yourself

take care, babyg xXx
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Old Jul 23, 2008, 08:43 AM
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(((Freewill))))) can you have a talk with the alters? could you explain to them painting is not bad? can you tell them that painting is fun and good but to be more careful about the colors they choose? i know you love them and want them to heal.. i would imagine kindness is always the best thing for them and you... i hope and pray for your good health gentle one...
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Old Jul 23, 2008, 07:21 PM
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you are in my prayers and thoughts
please take care of you
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