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Aug 24, 2008, 05:21 PM
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Sorry I post here but don't always support others, I feel bad for that.
 Just not in a good place today. Am I ever in a good place? I'm scared, I'm lonely, I don't like being like this. No one has to reply or anything because I feel like I've been a huge drag lately, but it just gets to be too much. I'm a little sick of seeing my own name here, I post too much. I look at my scars and I want to slash them open so bad, I want to hurt myself where I'm already injured. I have to go for a follow-up doctor appointment tomorrow, maybe the doctor will finally give me a straight answer, but I just feel all of me yelling at me to cancel and just open these old wounds. Sorry guys. I hope everyone else is well. |
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Aug 24, 2008, 06:24 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((((( Griffe )))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Try to hold out, and to go to the doctor tomorrow. That would be a big positive step. It's so, so, so hard to fight the urges. Sometimes I just promise myself I can cut TOMORROW, if I make it through today. And then sometimes tomorrow, I feel better and don't need to do it! Oh - and no need to beat yourself up for asking for support. We're all here because we need support sometimes. And that's ok  
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#3
Aug 24, 2008, 06:45 PM
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Hi Griffe,
I know what you mean about feeling bad about posting too much. ....I feel that way as well when I post stuff . But you have every right to post here as much as you need to, and whoever is in a place to support you can do so. I'm sorry you are struggling. .... wishing you some peace tonight, kt 
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Aug 24, 2008, 08:30 PM
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(((((((((((((((( griffe )))))))))))))))))
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Aug 24, 2008, 09:05 PM
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(((((((((((((((((griffe))))))))))))))))))))))
It's so hard not to SI, I like to take long baths, but going to the doctors a positive thing to do. I hope it goes well.
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Aug 24, 2008, 09:37 PM
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(((((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))))))))) please Do take care of yourself bubble bath, listen to music, read a good book. Be gentle with yourself
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#7
Aug 25, 2008, 10:02 AM
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
Griffe said: I'm scared, I'm lonely </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> Are these the feelings that lead you to want to SI the most? How about working on these areas? What is scaring you? Do you have anyone in your life who you are close to?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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