one good reason not to..

that's all i wanna know. i've kept myself straight through 2 weeks of hell, why keep trying? i gave my promise to a person that no longer talks to me anymore that i would never do this again, but why bother? ugh..forget me..i feel so needy posting here and never replying. just haven't felt up to it. just nevermind this..blabbing again.

Sleepy..
Remember, your a person deserving to be protected and cared for.. right? Thats why we are all working on self-care.. Finding the good thats in ourselves. Like your sense of humor. I know you have a great one b/c I love your nick and your pic/icon. Its adorable. So be gentle with yourself..
k... HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

i'm deserving of something? yeah right. i don't deserve a damn thing. i don't deserve having you guys here for me to (censored) to y'all. besides..it'd just be so easy..and i'd feel soooo much better...ehh..remember, i don't matter anyway. if i did i think some people in 3D would've let me know already. nvm..i'll shut up and quit being so (censored) annoying.

Sleepy Head,
We each searched out this place because we needed help. When I first came here I didn't think I deserved to be heard. I would respond to other posts with love and understanding but when I needed to whine (yes, I thought I was whining) about something I thought I was just being an irritating person. Why would anyone want to hear what I had to say. The truth is, dear one, you do deserve to be heard. You do matter. You help us learn through your pain an experience. You help us learn through our trying to help you through that pain. You matter a lot to us.
Carrie

((((sleepy))))

Sleepy, of course you matter! And we do want to hear what you have to say, both the good and the bad. That's why we are here. To help support each other. No one here expects you to be strong and deal with everything on your own. Sometimes that's impossible. You can always come and talk to us.
*hugs* <~~if ok with you.