am i doing this because of puberty or because of my past?

Of course. Anytime

.. and that's good. less guys i have to compete with then . kidding.
Its good cuz tearing up families is not.

Hamster....the lamb here is amazing! Marinaded in soy sauce and olive oil cooked on the barbie! It's the most perfect thing in the world!! Haha

Here - where? You do not have your location next to your userid.

I'm a bit concerned. Your boss is an unmarried man w/ a child who has let a 15 year old girl touch his penis? What else does he "let" you do?

This is not healthy for either of you.

I'm sure hormones have a lot to do with it. I was sexually active at 14. My 1st lover was 19 when I was 14. He thought I was older.

My mother told me I was molested, but I have no memory of it at all.

I was also BiPolar, undiagnosed, and that made me very sexually excited. Too much for a 15 year old girl.

I got pregnant at 16. I do not recommend this at all.

Please seek help and tell your therapist before this leads to another rape or bad choice.

i'm not bipolar so far according to my therapist :/

i tried to tell my therapist but when i started talking about it it made me feel like warm jelly and turned on like crazy in my legs so i stopped talking. i think my body has a problem.

On bipolar - it is hard to dx bipolar at such a young age. So that T (T=therapist) does not see bipolar in you does not mean much more than that at your current stage, you do not have bipolar symptoms.

If you want to say something to the therapist but find yourself unable to do that, you should write a letter at home when you do not need to be rushed or think about T's immediate response. If you get turned on in the process of writing a letter, you should stop, masturbate, and then resume writing the letter until the letter is done. The T needs to know about your situation - that the world knows is good (the view count is half a grand on this thread) , but the T needs to know as well. Do not give the T the name of the guy, though, just in case - the T might have a mandate to report child abuse that comes to T's attention. It is unlikely that your case is that of child abuse given that you are 15 and are working for pay being responsible for young children, but you never know. So 1) T needs to know, 2) do not provide the name of the guy to the T.

Alternatively, you should describe the situation and send a letter to the authority that supervises and governs the activities of your T, asking if the T would be required to report. The concern is that the T might be able to track down the guy even if you do not provide his name. Say, if the T already knows whom you work for. If you go that route, you should request the name of the governing body from the T, without going into details.

oh that sounds scary