i'm sooooooo angry!

my father passed two and a half months ago. my brothers didn't even allow him to look on their faces before his death. one didn't even go to the funeral. my check paid for the expenses. then i find out that what little he had coming will be split between us three? i'm sorry, but that pisses me off! furthermore, they won't send me a check as funeral reimbursement until i give them the brothers addresses! well, hang onto theirs and let them do it themselves! i don't care about that. i care that once again it doesn't matter what i've done or how i've done it. ppl just keep taking pieces of me away. ppl that have for so many years. ppl that don't care! i feel as though i'm being screwed all over again. UGH!

i can't, i can't imagine even writing down his friggin address if i could get ahold of it. i can't know it. i can't know how close he is. i can't do this. they can shove the money where the sun don't shine.

kd

((((((((((((((KIMMY))))))))))))))))))

you sound like you are having a day like mine!!!! I am sorry!
here is another hug just to keep you safe
(((((((((((((((((((kimmy)))))))))))))))))

AMEN! it sounds like your anger is totally justified, kd. be angry as long as you need to. and i totally agree. how dare they????

but remember, here we don't want to take away pieces of you, we want to help you strengthen the pieces you have. ((((((((((((((kd))))))))))))) i'm so sorry you're having to deal with this b/c it's really crummy. Hang in there and know that you are important to all of us here.

-shadow

i can't, i can't imagine even writing down his friggin address if i could get ahold of it. i can't know it. i can't know how close he is. i can't do this. they can shove the money where the sun don't shine.

Don't do it.

Don't think about him at all. I don't know how much money it is Kimmy, but can it truly be worth your dignity and healing. No, I say.

Stay safe.

Try to think pleasant thoughts.

Hug little man and listen to him say,

"Mom, kiss me up."

Petunia

((((((Kimmy))))))))) I'm so sorry!

I am sorrry kimmy! ggrrrrr ((((((((((((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))))))))))))

(((((Kimmydawn)))))
I don't know what else to say.

thank you ((((((((((((((everyone))))))))))))))))

i feel...i can't put what i feel here. there are no words. i'm still not yet completely out of a bad flashback. inside going crazy...scrambling.

thank you for the support and advice. i will NOT return the letter. i will NOT fool with any of it. i can't. i need this to go away quickly.

thanks again,

kd

To my friend I offer the same advice you gave to me.

Breathe. Sit still. You are safe right now.

Take care Kim.

Thinking of you.

Petunia